There's no clear logic (aside from the one in [[There are only three people I've anonymized in this entire diary]]) why I wanted to anonymize her name seeing that context clues would eventually reveal who she is if people were observant. Sorry about writing about you, if ever you read this someday. I couldn't in any way delete her existence from my diary the same way I couldn't delete her from the world. She's just that important to my story too considering her name meanings are synchronous with another person I sort of know, Stanley Sayson, a once-classmate in a physics large class (don't ask me how I know his name) and she's partly the reason why I even had an inkling of conceptualizing a Chosen One in the Godhead named Esther, known for her beauty.