Note: I always see myself as second place because I won a piano contest as second place once in 2011 in the International Student Convention at James Madison University, Virginia. Now I find it helpful to think of my real place in the Godhead, always second to Jesus, an assistant of sorts, even though I'm one-half his reincarnation. --- Piano pattern with [insert link about Wolfgang] and your real position--the Omega who suffered less than Jesus, spared the physical cross but bore the weight of a different kind of psychological cross.