1. In which I talk about my psychotic episode that God used to reveal Their glory and plan for humanity: 1. [[March 10, 2026#^cc2966]] 2. [[March 11, 2026#^699600]] 3. [[March 12, 2026#^7ec7f0]] 4. [[March 14, 2026#^48da37]] 5. [[March 20, 2026#^cbbf88]] 2. Frame: First explain Angels as Threads and filters (prayer journal) and the non-duality of Angels working through humans through dreams, synchronicity, and dopamine/amygdala 3. Finding meaning after meaning 4. Am-am is Jesus if she died by my hand—God giving me a glimpse of their mind (imperfect metaphor because I have no proof of Am-am being ok after I kill her, but that I would have hurt her really badly and that I couldn’t ever forget her suffering even if I made up for it such that even Am-am would say it was worth it to die by my hand). That point of suffering—the total magnitude of pain at the instant I stabbed her, is the center of the universe, a wormhole that saved us all. She is completely innocent and yet Satan had to be satisfied—God will never forget that pact with Satan like with the witch in Narnia. 5. It was a psychotic episode where my Uncle’s voice was a white man’s voice until somehow he became a relative again—Krishnamurti. Label. Lost label for a bit—unfamiliar, but he became family eventually. 6. "When the world was caving in, you held on." 7. How you’d need to strengthen it 8. To survive that critique, your argument must show: > **Without a true grounding, meaning doesn’t just become unstable—it becomes impossible.**