### Dreams 🧫
1. Episode of That’s So Raven. All three of them had just come back from jobs. Best friend of hers with red hair doesn’t want to show her her diorama and has covered it with some substance that blocks Raven from seeing what’s inside but I could still clearly see it was a bedroom. They fight and best friend with red hair really gets annoyed at Raven and told her that she detests her or something, or she is really annoying and that she would rather stay in the city where she worked her job. Some things happen and by the end we find out that her best friend didn’t want to tell her because her salary was actually covering her basic needs and that is why she wanted to work her job so bad.
1. Anneliese van der Pol as Chelsea Daniels
1. **Anneliese** is a beautiful feminine name of German and Dutch origin, meaning **"grace"** and **"God is my oath"**. [[1](https://nameberry.com/b/girl-baby-name-anneliese)]
2. It is a compound name created by combining two classic choices: [[1](https://www.ancestry.com/first-name-meaning/anneliese), [2](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Anneliese)]
3. **Anna:** Derived from Hebrew, meaning "favor" or "grace".
4. **Liese:** A diminutive of Elisabeth (also stemming from Hebrew), meaning "pledged to God" or "God is my oath"
5. The Dutch surname **Van der Pol** (and variants like **Vanderpol**) is a topographic name translating to =="from the raised land" or "from the pool/fen."== [[1](https://www.ancestry.com/last-name-meaning/vanderpol), [2](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Van_der_Pol)]
6. It derives from the Middle Dutch word _pol_, which originally described a small hill, an elevated piece of ground in a fenland, or a small lake. [[1](https://www.houseofnames.com/van+der+poel-family-crest/german), [2](https://www.ancestry.com/last-name-meaning/vanderpol)]
7. Core Breakdown
1. **Van:** "From" or "of"
2. **der:** "The" (contraction of _den_ or _der_)
3. **Pol:** Raised ground, elevated field, or small pond/lake [[1](https://www.ancestry.com/last-name-meaning/vanderpol), [2](https://www.houseofnames.com/van+der+poel-family-crest/german)]
8. The name **Chelsea** is of Old English origin and literally translates to ==**"chalk landing place"**== or **"landing place for chalk or limestone"**. [[1](https://www.thebump.com/b/chelsea-baby-name), [2](https://www.instagram.com/p/DEf62wfzNAJ/)]
1. **Geographic Roots:** Originally, it was a toponymic name (a place name) for a small riverside settlement on the River Thames. It was an Anglo-Saxon port used to unload chalk and limestone cargo. Today, it is an affluent district in central London. [[1](https://www.thebump.com/b/chelsey-baby-name), [2](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Chelsea_\(given_name\)), [3](https://www.thebump.com/b/chelsea-baby-name), [4](https://www.ancestry.com/first-name-meaning/chelsea)]
9. The Daniels surname means =="**son of Daniel**" or "**descendant of Daniel**"==. It is patronymic and derives from the ancient Hebrew personal name _Daniyyel_ (or _Daniel_), which translates to "**God is my judge**". [[1]
2. Interpretations: I can't believe my unconscious really surfaced the red-haired best friend because I completely forgot about her. Magic!!!!! It proves that my brain can surface these facts of the world even though I consciously do not remember them.
2. In a multiverse where it was possible for professors, specifically Sir Mike, to participate in school theater performances to kiss students and cause mental breakdowns, I found myself passing an audition with Vico in it, again, an absurd universe where mayors weren’t too busy to attend and participate in said school theater performances. I was 4th year high school again, and I was initially paired with Henrich de Vera who looked upset to be paired with the crazy girl who had a breakdown, but not before Ma’am Maya (teacher in LTR/preschool) went to fetch Vico himself. OMG! My mom was talking about how I really said “the enemy needs me” for some reason. Also, these two men in a separate completely unrelated episode who were friends who managed to make it past a dangerous winter landscape into a safehouse. I also dreamt that my aunt was there to fetch me for something important.
1. Maya Global Origins & Meanings
1. **Sanskrit (Indian):** Means "illusion," "magic," or "dream." In Hindu philosophy, it represents the illusory nature of reality. It is also an alternate name for Lakshmi, the goddess of wealth and prosperity. [[1](https://www.thebump.com/b/maya-baby-name), [2](https://www.babycenter.com/baby-names/details/maya-3128)]
2. **Hebrew:** Derived from the word _mayim_, meaning "water," or _mayah_, meaning "from God". [[1](https://www.kveller.com/jewish-baby-name/maya/)]
3. **Greek & Roman Mythology:** Derived from _Maia_, meaning "mother" or "great." In Greek myth, Maia was the eldest of the Pleiades and the nurturing mother of the messenger god Hermes. To the Romans, she was the goddess of spring and earth, inspiring the name for the month of May. [[1](https://www.scribd.com/document/701774826/Daria), [2](https://nameberry.com/b/girl-baby-name-maya), [3](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Maia_\(star\))]
4. **Māori (New Zealand):** Means "courage" or "bravery". [[1](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Maya_\(given_name\))]
5. **Nepali:** Translates to "love". [[1](https://www.reddit.com/r/etymology/comments/we6byl/wherehow_could_i_possibly_have_heard_that/)]
6. **Tupi (Brazil):** Means "mother". [[1](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Maya_\(given_name\))]
2. **Elisardo** is a masculine name of ancient Germanic and Spanish origin, carrying meanings associated with **"God is my oath,"** **"noble,"** and **"brave"** . [[1](https://parentingpatch.com/baby-names/Elizardo/), [2](https://www.ancestry.com/last-name-meaning/elizardo), [3](https://www.ancestry.ca/last-name-meaning/lizardo?srsltid=AfmBOoqzxrQkkvGWSc4GCpbiNSuClbh1nLJH8VDSfagDFDykfqmhtR-T)]
3. In a dream, my sister and I fought about a stupid reason, me returning my armodafinil in its proper place up the cupboard made out of CD case, and she noticed and I was paranoid I would be caught. I forgot what led to the fight but it increasingly escalated into a bigger fight. We were then sworn enemies in no time but not before I was given a vision of us making up because I apologized first for being irritated and basically became the bigger person. I even cried in real life, I think.
4. People in my dreams last night although I forgot how: Sean Capillas, Chloe Lu, Steffie Yeo, Alizeiah Aquino
5. Meals and this stretchable triangular ladle that was a sleeper huge one in actuality but could be folded to somehow get small portions.
1. Interpretations: I don't know why I get really specific sometimes. Why this ladle? Why foldable? Why is it so neat?
6. It was a game that these people and I were supposed to participate in doing a mission in a mall but then there was a ticking time bomb in our very own pants that would come undone slowly—the threads would fall apart—and embarrass us.
7. Balding and high-end store with Alizeiah. I was pulling at my hair and some strands fell in clumps. Then the solution was to put this gray-white rubber ring around the hair loss areas offered by the high-end store. I was impatient so I kept checking the hairs underneath and ended up ruining some o my hair because they were pulled by the rubber thing that I pulled in my impatience.
1. Interpretations: I think I know where this is coming from. I was researching clinics that can solve my thin hair problem yesterday, especially NUE strand tattoo center. It could be my anxieties and fear being given room to play out through BATANY (fear).
8. Deepfake created by a patron of Maphile. Chloe creates one of Maphile? But first, the leaking door in our dirty kitchen had Chloe getting all up in it to clean it because it has cockroaches and she needed to flush them out through water and Steffie Yeo was there beside us. I was worried that our dirty kitchen would be flooded by the water she was using to flush out the roaches.
1. English Origin
1. **Meaning:** "River" or "stream".
2. **History:** This is a topographic name originating from southwestern Middle English dialects (_ya_, _yo_, or _yeo_). It was originally used to describe someone who lived near the Rivers Yeo or a stream in general, predominantly in Devon and Somerset. [[1](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Yeo), [2](https://www.ancestry.com/last-name-meaning/yeo), [3](https://yeoonline.net/the-origins-of-the-surname/)]
2. Chinese Origin
1. **Meaning:** Translates to "poplar" (杨), "handsome" (姚), or "outstanding/fault" (尤) .
2. **History:** "Yeo" is a common Anglicized spelling of these various distinct Chinese surnames when spoken in southern Chinese dialects like Hokkien, Teochew, and Hainanese. [[1](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Yeoh), [2](https://www.mychinaroots.com/surnames/detail?word=Yeo), [3](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Yeo)]
3. Interpretations: if I were to bring in interpretations of people as the Godhead again, it would be Steffie Yeo is Stella and Chloe is Esther. I feel that's their affinities. I wonder why it really made me think of Esther and Stella. When Esther was the one doing all the work.
9. Half-awake state: Annie/Mary told me Godhead is dry without AM(?). First of my confirmed dreams about AM. I would have never thought of this on my own, so it might just be a message from God.
### Ruminations 🩻
1. I wonder if Vico is on the asexuality spectrum. He did say once that getting a painting is more exciting than getting a girlfriend or some such. I wish I was asexual too, then his preferences and actions wouldn’t hurt me like yesterday’s dinosaur audio.
2. Silly fantasy of mine: having a candy table at my wedding 🤪