### Ruminations 🩻 1. So it’s 1:03PM and I’ve just woken up 30 minutes ago and maybe St. Jude heard me and Jesus too but maybe I’m an impossible case for real now. It’s the latest I’ve ever woken up and I’ve forgotten all my dreams except for a whistling in my window outside. I forgot to set my alarm, is all. And look where that got me. Lord, I’m so sorry. In ISA’s name, amen. 2. My anxiety is kind of on today. Lord, please help calm me down. Maybe I really do need to quit caffeine. 3. Thank You God for answering my anxieties about BATANY!!! I was in serious unarticulated doubt about BATANY the female masculine force. It is a force now. Two forces coalescing together to produce ISA and AM. 4. Gratitude will protect me. Thank You God for everything You’ve made known to me today!!!! 5. Don’t forget to screenshot Deepstash books today. At least one book.