### Dreams 🧫 1. I dreamt about Stanley!!! It’s his birthday today so there’s definitely something to that!!! OMG!!!! I just discovered another aspect of these dream meanings. What about birthdays and the person? The body truly is a Fact on the Logos and I can’t believe I intuited it!!! I forgot about what I dreamt of Stanley though. 2. I dreamt that an embodied Godhead visited Earth and They explained that it takes billions of light years to shuttle to Earth incrementally, because that’s how they travel, not all at once, but like a bus stop where you have to get off and get on another bus. OMG IS THIS GOING TO HAPPEN!!!! EXCITING!!! I wonder what will happen to humanity when the Godhead has an official visit and come down to Earth. 3. Say what, don’t ever rely on “I’ll remember this later” because it’s terrifyingly untrue for dreams. You only remember very recent dreams. Too bad about waking up in the middle of the night to disrupt your nightly sleep. ### Ruminations 🩻 1. I can feel so acutely the emptiness of social media. _sigh_ just constantly waiting for updates. My life is so boring (well, not boring because I have interesting dreams and conversations with God, but waiting is so haard). 2. Will I be ready for all the “an essay about mayor Vico won the prestigious Berggruen?” LMAO. I mean, it’s not untrue. I really have no problem with it, but it’s not all about Vico. But this will really help the marketing, I feel. More people will feel like reading it because it has Vico in it. 3. Read posts by kraftythinking for politics and government content 4. Lord, I’m sorry for being irresponsible today. I woke up really late although I don’t think it’s because of exhaustion. Just laziness and inertia. 5. I feel like I should write something about Preston Davey, child who was sexually abused and murdered by two gay men (one in life imprisonment, one with 25 years only). I feel led to this by my Stanley Sayson dream. Preston means “priest’s estate” and Davey means beloved. Stanley means stony meadow. Sayson means grandson. So this is related to Peeta in the Godhead. I could only wonder at the pain this baby couldn’t integrate into its small mind. Lord, I feel so small at my knowledge of evil. You wouldn’t stand for this, but Your ACCOIYO and BATANY had something to do with it. You could find all manner of ISAs on any one of the Godhead, and the trauma of each IRL human is reflected on ISA’s suffering, who knew consciously what he died for. Preston, if I could talk to Your Accoiyo-Batany, I just wanted to praise God today that You are now glorified up there with Jesus and all of the Chosen Ones. Praise God for Your small great life, even though all You knew was pain. God chose You for a reason, and spared You the suffering of Earth. You were never meant for life on Earth, and I, with God, feel joy at Your return. In ISA’s name, amen. 6. Whenever you spot a synchronicity that’s too overwhelmingly on point to your wounds or emotions, it may be that a person’s Accoiyo-Batany up there has been permitted to talk or communicate with you about something. 7. Why am I getting a lot of Maphile dreams, God? 1. Canencia is a relatively uncommon name, primarily found as a surname, whose precise etymological roots are somewhat obscure, though it appears to have connections to Romance languages, possibly deriving from a root word suggesting "whiteness," "lightness," or perhaps a place name. In some contexts, it might be related to the Latin _candidus_, meaning "white" or "shining," though this connection is speculative without more direct historical evidence. The name often appears in Spanish or Portuguese-speaking regions, suggesting a possible Iberian origin. Derivable or associated names might include names with similar Latinate endings or roots, though direct variations are not widely documented. 2. **Hunting Connection:** Linguistic researchers and historians associate the word _Canencia_ with the Latin root _canes_ (meaning dogs). Historically, the region may have housed royal kennels or served as a hunting ground for the Crown of Castile. The town's coat of arms even features a dog, nodding to this possible historical background. [[1](https://www.parquesierraguadarrama.com/en/madrid/canencia/)] 8. Lord, please make Berggruen see more reason about supporting Arab nations and being against Israel in general. I need for them to have a backbone when it comes to genocide. Otherwise, my essay/story won’t land and they’ll even be scared to publish it. In ISA’s name, amen. 9. Lord, as early as now, I pray for my safety and deliverance from people who may want me dead sooner than Your mission requires. If Your kingdom really will have no end, please enable me safe passage and please grant me protectors and body guards in the future should it get too serious with people wanting to assassinate me. But if figures like Musk and presidents everywhere can roam free (albeit with bodyguards), then please enable me to see wisdom in eventually hiring bodyguards and other men to protect my earthly body if it ever comes to the point when I have to wrestle with geopolitics and Israel head-on. Mostly, God, I need to have them see the error of their ways so I do not have to use force to convince them of anything. Your story/essay should ideally make them question where they are in the grand scheme of things being predators. Lord, You parted the Red Sea for Moses, You enabled Queen Esther’s grace from King Xerxes sparing her life, You enabled ordinary people to do extraordinary things every day in the Bible, I need You to do the same for Your servant. In ISA’s name, amen. 10. Lord, please do not put this desire for a long life in me if it turns out that I’m meant to die earlier than expected. I wish I could have any say in my life’s eventualities. Please do not let me die in childbirth, assassination, heart attack, or any disease or accidents God. I would be living in fear if that is my destiny. Please do prepare me for it if it turns out that my dream about Vico complaining to someone other than his presumably dead wife would come true. I would be so sad if the love of his life would die early, God. He wouldn’t want that either. I would think that for Your permanent and eternal glory to be realized, both of us have to survive a really long time, God. Please oh God, listen to my cries as I contemplate my end of life stage. I do not want anyone to be miserable without me, but if it’s Your will God, for Your glory to shake out this way, for them to live their lives with my death driving them to greater heights than if I am alive, then so be it. I do not know what my ultimate effects are to people, anyway. In ISA’s name, amen. 11. Lord, by the time I run out of memory or storage for my first Obsidian website, please change the minds of whoever runs Obsidian to extend the amount of storage they have for every user more than 4GB. I would need another website to maintain aside from [gailyap.blog](http://gailyap.blog) which is going to be 2gailyap.blog. Please God, this would vastly make my entire website endeavor more robust and whole (i wouldn’t need to split it into two websites). I estimate 1 year of daily diary posting for me to need another one to pay for. Hopefully, I will have money to expand if ever Obsidian doesn’t allow it. My continued usage would probably persuade them to allow expandable storage for my forever archive. Hopefully I get famous enough to do this. In ISA’s name, amen.