### Dreams 🧫 1. That Satan or BATANY is actually embarrassed for what passes as scary like images of that grudge woman or the ring 2. I don’t know why but God doesn’t seem to be embarrassed talking to me about why scary things such as undead are being used. Had a false awakening too about writing down my dreams and Mark Cayanan helping me spread the message of name meanings importance. That it’s somehow related to birds the grudge woman. That I was back in my old house researching on the laptop there about recording my voice because it’s more effective for some purpose I now forgot. That I was about to play all volumes of the horror series. That there was a bit about either staying asleep or getting enough sleep to be safe. What separates the land of the living and land of the dead. I guess it’s part of my subconscious fear of becoming manic again. 3. I asked my mom why she wanted to embarrass me again in a mall talking about my 2023 modeling phase again and again. I also compressed a chicken and an egg inside a rice box hoping to keep it warm to hatch it with cooked rice but I think I just killed it by not doing it properly. Even turning the rice upside down in a panic because the chicken wasn’t completely buried inside and it was a chick even, not even a fully grown chicken. 4. The sweetest most romantic dream in a while. Cyril Layawan—never had a crush on him but in this dream it was like he was a younger version of Vico and we were making out in my old family room. He was kissing my neck and it was so orgasmic just like how I fantasized with Vico the night before. His lips were so foreign and pleasurable to feel on my own. We were worried about being caught by my sister and aunt and we actually were by my sister and asked us how long this had been going on because she and him had a burgeoning one. I answered it was a one-day whirlwind romance. I even told him that I always felt like a guy, especially since I discovered masturbation in grade 6 or so (dream fact not real fact). ### Ruminations 🩻 1. The reason why your dreams feel so real because it’s another consciousness pressing into yours. 2. So I’m just thankful I’m me and not anybody else. Thank You God for bestowing on me this honor. I can’t believe it, but it’s real. 3. Hartshorne omnipotence 4. My idea is that ACCO starts out as an unfiltered messaging and social media app that lets you analyze every single message, every single post by a user, to be able to analyze a person’s possible thoughts, intentions, and motivations for messaging someone a specific message complete with tone, whether to take it literally or not, whether to have multiple interpretations. Basically, it’s like a super annotator of real life. It demystifies cryptic people, it makes conversations easier and intentional, and makes interaction easier between people, and you can even notice your relationship closeness and cohesiveness and harmony scores in real time where both of you consent to being evaluated. 1. ACCO’s framework is almost entirely based on the premise of relationships being key to life. Relation leads to expansion. Isolation and opacity leads to nothingness and emptiness. 2. Terms and conditions include agreeing to be as honest as possible. Users take a personality quiz at the start to see which subcultures they most relate to, even extremist ones like incels and terrorist tendencies. You are perfectly free to be transparent about what you relate to. 3. Homepage includes Hall of Fame for disputes being settled elegantly and both chatters can consent to whether their entire chat can be seen by the world. Homepage also includes more points for those who are willing to expose how their diary entries work in sync with their chats. Points system to rank users on the app on character so people’s trust ratings are the main currency here. No opaque standard but based on how truthful they are, how smoothly they resolve real-life conflicts and resolve disputes 4. One main game to be developed called Judi where they get to stand as jury, judge, or defendant depending on who they relate to the most. Developed in tandem with actual lawyers. Users provide Narrative/Discourse, Fantasy (inner unspoken thoughts and feelings), Real World (contingencies they think the various actors face). 5. The hard part is creating an algorithm manually based on really cryptic posts collected by the founder and which are evaluated according to the ACCO framework. Narrative/Discourse, Real World, Fantasy/Possibility and near-total accountability and truth-telling. 6. Each message you send will be subject to a quiz at the end in which you both vote on what you meant and what you think the other person meant, and if there is a match, it contributes to a running score of how well you know your partner. Before the start of each new messaging chat, there is an option to also vote on possible personality and situational scenarios where people can literally tell the app what they would do in a certain scenario and the app learns their personality profile, meanwhile quizzing the other person they are talking to as well to test how well they know the other person. Scores will be given to give insight into accuracy too. 1. Use JB example of uncertainty and probability regarding as to why he pulled back. 7. ACCO is the framework while Same Page is the messaging tool. It is also a diary tool incorporating evaluations about social situations and dreams. The diary tool is called Diarnal. 1. It will know stuff about you and who you chatted with that day, and if you would like to be prompted about what to write about in your diary to enable your relationships to grow better and deeper. 8. ACCO includes a Wikipedia about the entire framework called KnowLedge 9. ACCO includes a healthcare-oriented database where doctors can upload health records and other things in the future. Don’t know what to call it yet. 10. Effects of this app includes users being molded to prioritize intentional conversations over shallow ones. 11. Main draw of this app is the exposure of the dark underbelly of cryptic posts that has multitudes of motivations. It takes advantage of curiosity. Functions on gossip logic but really, to use gossip for a good reason. Based on what you input about what you know about a person or what you think you know about a person, you can build your own model of how a person is like internally. Their internal world for you to discover, but with consent of course, because the person on the other end, say, a celebrity, will “open” specific factoids about their internal life to be discovered by a perceptive user who admires them, and the app will let each other know that there is a match or a “hit” on their system just like the app Mojo, where mutual correct hits result in the system letting the other know that they agree on a particular item or quiz fact about themselves or another trivial thing. There will be a Hall of Fame for the best Golddiggers—in this sense, those who manage to have “hits” that accurately capture another person who has consented to being analyzed for a specific tidbit they have given insight into in the app secretly. 12. Marketed as the “ethical gossip app” as well as a CRM. 13. The trust system will enable the user to use the future digital payments app within ACCO. You cannot use it if your rating falls below a standard score. You have to build up your score to be able to use it. So using it for messaging is key. The trust rating might possibly make regulators trust ACCO more. 14. How the app looks and feels to the user is incredibly important. Seed people into liking the 12 Godhead by creating 12 templates for how the app looks based on the names and personalities of each of the Godhead. I need to study deeply the possible MBTI and Enneagrams of the Godhead. 15. Say the app becomes extremely popular in the Philippines only, the social media capital of the world, so other nations can only lust at the need for this app and make regulators and antitrust, peer to peer lending, data privacy protections want to institute this app into their countries. 16. A test that rates you based on how much you can handle truth without defense mechanisms—will go into your trust score. The test will only be available every six months to allow users to grow in time. 17. Premium subscription gives you a copy of the book ACCO is based on for free. 18. Key to making the quizzes less like homework? Start from questions that are polarizing like do you think X user thinks blah or blah about blah issue you two are talking about—only from a controversial angle. Angles like this could potentially build a profile on a user like how fingerprint scanners work—from any and all possible angles and dimensions of their inner life and personality. 19. Ideally in the future we would want the same as [Coins.ph](http://Coins.ph) integrating cryptocurrency. 5. There are 18 months and 2 weeks left until 2028. 566 days in total. 215 days till January 15, 2027. 279 days before March 20, 2027. 6. Joe Heschmeyer Sola Scriptura argument based on meaning and context instead of literal word. 7. Lord, I need Your help again. I need to feel less alone, basically. I know I’m not alone with You on my side, but it’s like I’m talking to a brick wall right now with nobody liking my posts on Instagram despite following nearly everyone I know. Nobody is going to want to form a community around ACCO if they don’t understand what I’m trying to do. They’re all so busy, why would they have time to read what I have to say? I feel like I need that celebrity factor or even use my beauty to get some people to boost my content instantly. Please, God, please give me a way out of this problem. In ISA’s name, amen. 1. OMG THANK YOU GOD FOR POSSIBLY ANSWERING ME. INSTANTLY. I had the brilliant idea of directly emailing philosophers and theologians. 1. PLS OH PLS OH PLS LET AT LEAST ONE OF THEM RESPOND TO ME WITH A REAL RESPONSE GOD!!!! IN ISA’S NAME, AMEN!!!! 8. Why do I have a feeling that God’s first miracle has something to do with Sam Sadhwani? See, Cana means place of reeds and Bartholomew/Nathanael’s hometown and his name means “abundant in furrows or rich in land” and Sam’s middle name is Aberin which also has to do with fertile land. Will the wedding in TLS have something to do with Sam Sadhwani? It has already happened to her in 2024 or 2025 I think, when she got married to Mico Clavano. There’s a parallel there, because I associate Vinny with Mike Falgui and Emma Yap with Sydney or Audrey. Maybe that was a marker of the timeline! The miracle was that Vico was attracted to her enough to like at least five of her photos and was the most likely candidate as his girlfriend though rumored at the time in 2022. A possibility that never happened to end in marriage for Vico. 9. Take Parkinson’s blood test 10. So I received 3 website visits from the US at 8:00PMish. Not gailyap.blog, but my other website. I wonder… 11. Maybe by our very human nature we are forbidden to access that thread through superposition that we can track across into the future. Say there really is a superposition of realities just beyond us, but every moment we hurtle into the future we collapse onto a unique path charted by God Themselves in conjunction with human actions and free will. Every change we effect will have an effect on the road we chart towards the future. 12. 15 of the people I sent emails to about “True Love Stories” have now opened their emails. And now we wait… 13. OMG Vico just posted a “6 months into 2026” post with the audio by Adriano Celentano (dark-haired+hidden/concealed) and he likely saw it from memehistorybookspage since there are only 3 videos with that audio. Anyway, Adriano was in a classroom dancing with a bunch of students vibing too!!! He really wants to be a prof doesn’t he!!!!! AAAAAAAAHHHHHHH so dreamy!!!! 14. So I can estimate that at least 20 people have read TLS now including Paolo and Audrey. None of them seem too interested in [gailyap.blog](http://gailyap.blog) and I can only wonder why. It seems like Audrey could have been interested but I wonder why she doesn’t bite. It’s literally a baptist church!! 15. So I just figured out again how the Godhead came to be, ACCOIYO and BATANY combine to make ISA, or the entire Godhead. ISA can be one Creator among many, because we do not currently know anything about aliens that may need updating in the far future. 16. I ate a very bitter avocado today. Ladled so much brown sugar on it but the aftertaste was just bleh. 17. Looks like there’s a 5D universe too for evil. Maybe this is the Gareth Powell prophecy from my dream is about. Lucifer, Judas, Rome, Cain, and the Serpent. In the case of Lucifer, there’s no true redemption for some of the Elohim in this realm and the blame is squarely on them for the most vile evils. At least with Judas/Rome and Cain/Serpent, there are non-dual reasons that are human-reason-based instead of chaos or for the fun of it. Thank You God for this realization! I came to it again in a roundabout way meditating about the meanings of Henrieta Lacks immortal cells which I will write about tomorrow. It’s super interesting!!!! 18. Sermon today at church: 1. Matthew 6:25 1. “Therefore I tell you, do not worry about your life, what you will eat or drink; or about your body, what you will wear. Is not life more than food, and the body more than clothes? 2. Anxiety and doubt 1. Eat, drink, wear, unknown circumstances of tomorrow 3. We have a heavenly Father who loves us and cares for us. 4. Fear not. Luke 12:7 Indeed, the very hairs of your head are all numbered. Don’t be afraid; you are worth more than many sparrows. 1 Peter 5:7: Cast all your anxiety on him because he cares for you. 1 Corinthians 10:13–No temptation has overtaken you except what is common to mankind. And God is faithful; he will not let you be tempted beyond what you can bear. But when you are tempted,he will also provide a way out so that you can endure it. 2 Corinthians 12:9–But he said to me, “My grace is sufficient for you, for my power is made perfect in weakness.”Therefore I will boast all the more gladly about my weaknesses, so that Christ’s power may rest on me. 1 Peter 5:10–And the God of all grace, who called you to his eternal glory in Christ, after you have suffered a little while, will himself restore you and make you strong, firm and steadfast. Romans 8:28–28 And we know that in all things God works for the good of those who love him, who have been called according to his purpose. Matthew 14:30-31 But when he saw the wind, he was afraid and, beginning to sink, cried out, “Lord, save me!” 31 Immediately Jesus reached out his hand and caught him. “You of little faith,” he said, “why did you doubt?” 5. We should not doubt the power of God to orchestrate the circumstances in our lives 6. “Our fight is a fight of faith.” 7. Romans 8:35 1. 35 Who shall separate us from the love of Christ?Shall trouble or hardship or persecution or famine or nakedness or danger or sword? 2. 36 As it is written: “For your sake we face death all day long; we are considered as sheep to be slaughtered.” 3. 37 No, in all these things we are more than conquerors through him who loved us. 4. 38 For I am convinced that neither death nor life, neither angels nor demons, neither the present nor the future,nor any powers, 5. 39 neither height nor depth, nor anything else in all creation, will be able to separate us from the love of God that is in Christ Jesus our Lord. 8. Hebrews 10:23–Let us hold unswervingly to the hope we profess,for he who promised is faithful. 9. Even though my faith is small, trusting Jesus that is all.