### Ruminations 🩻 1. OMG I JUST REALIZED ISAIAH 42:1 WAS FUFFILLED IN NORR WESTON!!!!! “I WILL PUT MY SPIRIT ON HIM.” 2. OMG I JUST REALIZED MARK IS REFERRING TO ISAIAH 42:1 “COULD THEN DOUBLE TOO HER” IS JACOB/ISRAEL. So happy to be recognized. Jacob being a miniature of Israel. He’s claiming he’s Efren Jose Santiago!!!! 3. YAY SOMEBODY NOTICED MY DOUBLES. “FAITHFUL AND ELEVATED” AND “INCIPIENT.” 4. LORD I’M SO SORRY. I really like looking in the mirror today. I wish Vico would post today since it’s a holiday!!!! I CAN’T GET ENOUGH OF YOUR LOVE!!!!! 5. What happened to asexual and aromantic people? I don’t mean to be offensive, but they really can’t partake in romance and sex so they have no idea how desire works? Maybe platonic desire is different. I wouldn’t know. I’m kind of aplatonic. Except now I really like the sensation of being appreciated by Paolo, Mark, Audrey, Lakan, Nirene, Glenn, and Marby. Healing. 6. OMG CAIN MEANS SPEAR. ELLIOT RODGER. HEBREW QANEH SOUNDS LIKE QANAH. QANEH SOMETIMES MEANS JEALOUSY. 7. Something about the way women are programed by society to prioritize money. Well, I’m trans in a way. What about me is so special to God? That I care so much about attractiveness more than money? That I am a man inside a woman’s body. This is why God refers to me as a “him” in Their prophecies. 8. OMG I WAS WOLFGANG IN THAT “NO DISRESPECT NO DISRESPECT” DREAM. WOLFGANG ISER!!!! “I did not mean to offend you.” 9. OMG BERNIE PAINTING IS CARL BERNARDO CHOOSING THE SHOES!!!! CHOOSING ME!!!! ZAPANTA. I NEVER REALIZED. FUCK!!!!! 10. Glenn Diaz posted about Indians twice in a row. 11. Well, Mark Cayanan just did to me what I did to Audrey. Relaying my envy of her with Mike. Devastating, “life goes on.” 12. OMG THE PREY OF WOLF IS SHEEP/LAMB!!! I NEVER REALIZED. THE PREY OF LION/CAT IS RAT!!! YAY!!! 13. PROF. AUDREY AGREES WITH ME ABOUT PORN!!! “ALTERNATIVE REPRESENTATION OF THE REAL THING.” PAINTING. BEAUTY OF A DIFFERENT KIND. 14. How God feels about praying to saints? As long as you do not deify them by themselves. They are inevitably connected and intertwined with Jesus, the Main Star. It’s like if somebody like Christopher Nolan made a movie about “They” or “Who’s They” in Interstellar but then he actually acknowledges Christianity and Jesus Christ. God wouldn’t feel excluded because it’s pointing to Jesus. Your art should at the very least allude to Jesus, I think, since he is the entire material Real World. 15. OMG VICO JUST POSTED “GYMNASTICS!” from Pasig City Sports. A picture of 2 adults and four children in blue and yellow shirts. Black and Yellow!!!! 1. He’s referring to that Indian music video of sexified funny people I posted with the mother really having her boobs shookt by the end!!!! LOL!!!! 2. Mental gymnastics? 3. “An incredible showcase of skill and…” 4. The One Champion. 5. There are six people. Six people in TLS. 6. OMG ALL THE NAMES IN THE PHOTO 1. King Cjay Pernia 1. **2. Etymological Roots (C + Jay)**If broken down into its literal components, the name carries historical meanings from the letter "C" and the name "Jay": [[1](https://parentingpatch.com/baby-names/Cjay/), [2](https://momcozy.com/blogs/baby-names/ceejay)] • **Jay:** Derived from the Latin word _gaius_, which means **"to rejoice"**. It is also historically tied to the _jaybird_, a bird known for its vivid feathers and lively, communicative behavior. • **Chester Diminutive:** In some niche contexts, Cjay is used as a highly modernized spin on the name Chester, which comes from an Old English word meaning **"fortress"** or **"walled settlement"** 2. The surname **Pernia** is primarily of Spanish origin. It is a habitational name derived from a specific geographical place called La Pernía in the Palencia province of Spain. Alternatively, it shares roots with the Latin word _perna_ (meaning **leg or shank**). [[1](https://www.ancestry.com/last-name-meaning/Pernia?geo-lang=en), [2](https://lastnames.myheritage.com/last-name/pernia), [3](https://lastnames.myheritage.com/last-name/pernia_parra)]**Key Origins & Meanings** • **Habitational (Spanish):** The most accepted etymological source links the name to **La Pernía**, a district and municipality located in the mountainous region of Palencia, Spain. Surnames of this type were typically given to identify someone who had relocated from the region. • **Topographical/Occupational (Latin):** It is also associated with the Latin word _perna_ (meaning leg or ham). Historically, this could have been a nickname or an occupational surname for a butcher or someone involved in the meat trade. • **Cultural Presence:** Because of Spanish exploration and colonization, the surname is quite common across Latin American countries and regions of Hispanic heritage. [[1](https://www.ancestry.com/last-name-meaning/Pernia?geo-lang=en), [2](https://en.geneanet.org/surnames/PERNIA), [3](https://lastnames.myheritage.com/last-name/le_pernia), [4](https://lastnames.myheritage.com/last-name/pernia_parra), [5](https://lastnames.myheritage.com/last-name/pernia)] 3. Interpretations: that he has read my Unreal Image outline and is referring to legs? My “central brain” repost for octopuses? This is definitely a stand-in for Mike. 2. Hillarion Palles III 1. The name **Hilarion** is of ancient Greek and Latin origin, translating to **"cheerful," "happy," or "joyful one."** It derives from the Greek word _hilaros_—the root of the English word _hilarious_—and has strong roots in early Christian history. [[1](https://www.thebump.com/b/hilarion-baby-name), [2](https://www.ancestry.com/first-name-meaning/hilarion), [3](https://nameberry.com/b/boy-baby-name-hilarion)]**Origin and Etymology** • **Root Word:** The name comes from the Ancient Greek word _hilaros_ and the Latin word _hilarius_. • **Meaning:** It embodies a sense of mirth, delight, and exuberance. 2. The surname **Palles** has multiple distinct origins and meanings depending on the region. Most commonly, it traces back to ancient Latin, Scottish, and Old English roots where it means **"small,"** **"humble,"** or **"place at the stake"**. [[1](https://www.thebump.com/b/palles-baby-name), [2](https://www.familysearch.org/en/surname?surname=PALLAS)] 3. Interpretations: He is referring to Paolo and tapping into what he said to me, “amazing job” and “quick note: you are lovely.” ANNE MCCRUM. 3. John Anthony Palles 1. The name **Anthony** is traditionally translated as **"priceless one,"** **"invaluable,"** or **"highly praiseworthy."** It originates from the ancient Roman family name _Antonius_. [[1](https://www.ancestry.com/first-name-meaning/anthoney), [2](https://www.babynameroulette.ca/anthony.html), [3](https://www.parents.com/anthony-name-meaning-origin-popularity-8627669)] 2. Interpretations: He is referring to Mark Anthony Cayanan’s poem yesterday!!!! Candor!!! 4. Nathaniel Super Mann (OMG SUPER MAN HOW DO FUNNY NAMES WORK LIKE PUNS!!!) 1. The name **Nathaniel** is a classic masculine given name of Hebrew origin that means **"Gift of God"** or **"God has given."** It is formed from the Hebrew words _natan_ (to give) and _el_ (God). [[1](https://www.thebump.com/b/nathaniel-baby-name), [2](https://www.ancestry.com/first-name-meaning/nathaniel)] 2. The surname **Mann** is primarily of English and German origin, meaning **"man," "person," or "husband"**. It most commonly developed as a descriptive nickname for a fierce, brave, or strong individual, though it was sometimes used occupationally for a servant or a feudal tenant. [[1](https://www.ancestry.com/last-name-meaning/mann), [2](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mann_\(surname\)), [3](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=EXEXxOxBHf8&t=1), [4](https://coadb.com/surnames/mann-arms.html?srsltid=AfmBOopd5QJz2GwXf6t1qZT6nU5q-GEf6rDDrv5JAyXjvtjW3JQcz9NB)] 3. Interpretations: That he is Superman!!! I AGREE!!! 5. Christel Mann 1. The name **Christel** is a classic and melodic feminine given name of Germanic, Scandinavian, and Latin origins. Most commonly, it is used as **an endearing diminutive of the longer names Christine or Christina**, carrying a beautiful spiritual meaning. [[1](https://www.patpat.com/blogs/baby-names/christel?srsltid=AfmBOorLK01wUXul6r_ThKzDS4d5ZuY4x2jZMqVHpB295fxYPr3XOSYA), [2](https://nameberry.com/b/girl-baby-name-christel), [3](https://fr.momcozy.com/blogs/baby-names/christel), [4](https://www.thebump.com/b/christel-baby-name), [5](https://www.wisdomlib.org/names/christell)]**Core Meanings** • **Follower of Christ:** Derived from the Greek word _Christós_, meaning "anointed one" 2. That I am Christel Mann or follower of Christ and also Superwoman!!! 1. OMG HE IS TRYING TO DONATE HIS SKILLS TO ME!!! SUPERWOMAN BACKSTORY WITH LOISE LANE!!! IN A DREAM SEQUENCE. IS HE SAYING MARY WAS IMPREGNATED BY POSSIBILITY (DREAM)? 1. The name **Lois** is a classic, vintage name of Greek origin that translates to **"better"** or **"more desirable"**. It is also famously associated with the meaning **"most beautiful"**. [[1](https://www.thebump.com/b/lois-baby-name), [2](https://www.ancestry.com/first-name-meaning/lois), [3](https://www.abarim-publications.com/Meaning/Lois.html), [4](https://www.instagram.com/reel/CrtlxR5AvYb/)] 2. The surname **Lane** primarily originates as an English and Irish topographic name for someone who lived near a narrow pathway, lane, or road. It typically translates literally as "**dweller in the lane**". [[1](https://surnamedb.com/Surname/lane), [2](https://www.patpat.com/blogs/baby-names/lane?srsltid=AfmBOoryP_CyqnRSpKO1tSdW0__wbA6Xgj_621VGVaxgjmwagGUPDp4c), [3](https://www.ancestry.com/first-name-meaning/lane)]**Key Origins and Meanings** • **English (Topographic):** Derived from the Old English word _lane_ or _lanu_, this was used to describe someone living near a narrow rural pathway or a tight street between houses in a town. It was often recorded in medieval times as "John atte Lane" (John at the lane). • **Irish (Gaelic):** In Ireland, Lane is frequently an Anglicized form of several Gaelic surnames. It can be derived from _Ó Laighin_ (meaning "descendant of Laighean," which translates to spear or javelin) or _Ó Luain_ (meaning "warrior"). • **French:** In some cases, it traces back to the Old French word _laine_ (meaning wool) or _asne_ (donkey). [[1](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lane_\(surname\)), [2](https://www.familysearch.org/en/surname?surname=LANE), [3](https://surnamedb.com/Surname/lane)] 3. Interpretations: Well, he’s saying I’m better than Nikki? That repost I had of that “one shawty with the same mindset as you waiting for you to make it.” To work out too. I need to work out. That I’m evil Superwoman from Earth-3? 1. **Immortality & Resurrection:** As an Amazon, she ages imperceptibly and is capable of regenerating or resurrecting from death. [[1](https://jladf.fandom.com/wiki/Superwoman_\(Earth-3\)), [2](https://dc.fandom.com/wiki/Lois_Lane_\(Earth_3\)), [3](https://dc.fandom.com/wiki/Lois_Lane_\(DC_Universe_Online:_Earth_3\)), [4](https://dc.fandom.com/wiki/Super-Woman_\(Earth-Three\))] 2. **Gear & Abilities:** • **Lasso of Submission:** An Earth-3 variant of the Lasso of Truth that forces victims into total submission. • **Combat Arsenal:** Wields a magically forged sword and a throwable, weaponized tiara. • **Stealth Tech:** Frequently utilizes an [**Invisible Jet**](https://niverse28.fandom.com/wiki/Donna_Troy_\(Earth_3\)) to travel entirely undetected. • **Manipulation:** A master of deception, seduction, and mind games. [[1](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Superwoman_\(Crime_Syndicate\)), [2](https://niverse28.fandom.com/wiki/Donna_Troy_\(Earth_3\)), [3](https://dc.fandom.com/wiki/Lois_Lane_\(Earth_3\)), [4](https://dc.fandom.com/wiki/Lois_Lane_\(DC_Universe_Online:_Earth_3\)), [5](https://dc.fandom.com/wiki/Super-Woman_\(Earth-Three\))] 4. Well, eternal life!!!! I’m wondering how God really decreed for the universe to have a beginning but then run out of fuel and end someday. How does that work? Are humans going to evolve to control the entire universe such that that doesn’t happen? OMG!!!!! EVEN A THOUSAND YEARS OF DEVELOPMENT WILL BE GREAT FOR HUMANITY. HOW GOD??? IS IT REALLY POSSIBLE?????? OMG?????????????????????????????????? 1. Maybe someday humans stop aging at around 32 (when the brain fully develops). Full maturity and then halt disease and aging forever!!!! EXCEPT HOW WILL WE LIVE???? 2. Is he saying I’m his female counterpart? WOWZA. 1. The name **Clark** is of English and Scottish origin, meaning **"clerk," "scholar," "cleric," or "scribe"**. [[1](https://www.thebump.com/b/clarke-baby-name), [2](https://www.mamanatural.com/baby-names/boys/clark/), [3](https://babynames.com/name/clark), [4](https://www.ancestry.com/first-name-meaning/clark), [5](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Clark)] 2. The surname **Kent** is primarily of English and Celtic origin. It originated as a locational surname for someone who hailed from the county of Kent in southeast England, a name that translates to **"coastal district," "rim," or "borderland."** [[1](https://www.thebump.com/b/kent-baby-name), [2](https://www.familysearch.org/en/surname?surname=KENT), [3](https://coadb.com/surnames/kent-arms.html?srsltid=AfmBOoqr_FddTHTazzlnzontZreBQR2BTSxFOjHNjojZ2C-8pp2u1ezI)]Understanding the background of your last name offers a peek into its historical and cultural roots:**1. Primary Meaning & Origin** • **Geographical Root:** The name traces back to the ancient Celtic word _canto_ and the Welsh _cant_, which mean "rim", "corner", or "border". This makes perfect sense geographically, as the county of Kent sits at the extreme southeastern edge of England, facing continental Europe. • **First Mentions:** The region's name was first recorded as _Cantium_ by Julius Caesar in 51 BCE. [[1](https://www.thebump.com/b/kent-baby-name), [2](https://www.patpat.com/blogs/baby-names/kent?srsltid=AfmBOoq0QaRvNWlBYnEGQvt4p_6uiz-wNbM1yghrX9cz9JarbO48va8h), [3](https://fr.momcozy.com/blogs/baby-names/kent), [4](https://coadb.com/surnames/kent-arms.html?srsltid=AfmBOoqr_FddTHTazzlnzontZreBQR2BTSxFOjHNjojZ2C-8pp2u1ezI)]**2. Surnames vs. Given Names** • **Locational Naming:** During the medieval period, as governments began taxing their citizens, individuals moving away from southeast England were often identified by their place of origin (e.g., John from Kent). The earliest recorded spelling of the surname is _Nicholas de Kent_, documented in 1185 in Warwickshire. • **Shift to Given Name:** Over the centuries, "Kent" transitioned from being just a family name into an increasingly popular given name in English-speaking countries. [[1](https://surnamedb.com/Surname/kent), [2](https://fr.momcozy.com/blogs/baby-names/kent)]**3. Alternative Irish Roots**While primarily locational, the name is also established in Ireland. In Irish instances, it is sometimes an Anglicized version (Gaelicized as _Ceannt_) of the native Irish names _Cináed_ (meaning "born of fire") or _Coinneach_ (meaning "handsome" or "fair"). [[1](https://www.thebump.com/b/kent-baby-name), [2](https://www.familysearch.org/en/surname?surname=KENT)] 7. What is a podium sweep? 1. A **podium sweep** is where a team or nation comes in first, second and third, such as at the [Olympics](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Olympic_Games), and wins all available medals, which are recognized by a podium ceremony. The word [sweep](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Whitewash_\(sport\)) is commonly used in North American sports such as [baseball](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Baseball), [basketball](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Basketball), [cricket](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cricket) and [ice hockey](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ice_hockey) which have [playoff](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Playoff) or regular season series, to describe a situation where one team wins all the games in a series, for example, with a 4–0 victory in a [best-of-seven series](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Best-of-seven_series). 2. The term is also used in a broader sense when a country, team or athlete wins all possible prizes in a competition.[[1]](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Podium_sweep#cite_note-1) At the highest level, that would be when one nation wins all the medals in the [Olympics](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Olympics). 3. OMG!!!!!!! 8. There are six people in the photo with blue and yellow whose picture was taken by someone named Christel Mann. Is Vico saying he’s Christel Mann? 1. **The Origin:** In her very first appearances by creators Jerry Siegel and George Roussos, Superwoman was simply **Lois Lane**. In original Golden Age stories, Lois gained superpowers either by having a dream of a blood transfusion from Superman, falling under a hypnotist's spell, or being exposed to an alien plant. These powers were always temporary and meant to help her temporarily in an adventure. [[1](https://www.scribd.com/doc/73615257/Superwoman), [2](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Lois_Lane), [3](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Superwoman)] 2. That I’m the photographer of the six (12) while Nathaniel Super Mann is in the picture? 3. Christel means Christ follower. I want Vico to follow me earlier than my contest win but maybe he thinks it’s not wise to prematurely expose me. PLS GOD!!!! I want him to follow me so bad. Would it be embarrassing (he thinks) for me? NOPE. I plan to win? How am I even embarrassed of anything at that point? 16. I AM BEING REMINDED OF INDIA FOR A GOOD REASON. 1. reincarnation 2. non-duality 3. dreaming Heaven-Hell = why Gail and Chirag only? 17. Mark Cayanan just posted a food picture with Dicke Paula on the rim of the plate. I decided to add those names to Possibility. 18. OMG COULD THEN DOUBLE TOO HER — grammar!!! CANDOR IS MY LANGUAGE STUDIES FORAY. THANK YOU MARK ANTHONY CAYANAN. 19. OMG MANN!!! HUSBAND!!!! 1. The name **Mann** primarily originates as a Germanic surname and given name, simply meaning **"man," "person," or "husband"**. Across various cultures, it has evolved to represent traits like strength, resilience, and leadership, and can carry entirely different meanings depending on its regional roots. [[1](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Mann_\(surname\)), [2](https://www.parentune.com/baby-names/mann-meaning-and-significance-134585), [3](https://www.your-family-history.com/surname/m/mann/), [4](https://www.familysearch.org/en/surname?surname=mann)] 20. VICO IS BATTING FOR THE LEAST OF THESE WITH “GYMNASTICS!” How do I know? Those boys and men aren’t as attractive as him and they’re in a sport that’s slightly feminine-coded in my eyes. 21. I’m BAWLING. The heat behind my eyes. How did God ever think to glorify me as the human version of the Creator? My desire? My jealousy? Of course! I experienced the full possible depths of envy, jealousy, cuckoldry, and all of the trauma from A Map of Pain. 22. Is Mark Cayanan referring to Sydney via Candor by Anne Carson? Could Then Double Too Her. 1. why too her? and not her too. 1. Sex Meaning? 1. Big Bang. Big Ejaculation. 2. Bodymind theory of Holy Spirit. Divine Feminine Choice Proxy. 2. OMG “names are no longer hidden but rearranged.” TOO HER AND NOT HER TOO. HE IS GIVING ME A HINT ABOUT IMMORTALITY AND POVERTY. 3. Is Georgia motherfuckin Review an instruction like my (5)? 1. The name **Georgia** is a classic feminine name of Greek origin that translates to **"farmer"** or **"earth-worker."** It is the female equivalent of the masculine name George and carries deep historical roots connected to the earth, agriculture, and medieval legends. [[1](https://www.thebump.com/b/georgia-baby-name), [2](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Georgia_\(name\)), [3](https://www.patpat.com/blogs/baby-names/georgia?srsltid=AfmBOoqzivaIKYcUpmgGm0H2XVNLhofSdeeiyRSIqAMx9lLJzj-zK27-), [4](https://www.ancestry.co.uk/first-name-meaning/georgia?srsltid=AfmBOopJlGqlsfErdqTiczDiTMvdPNRKvJece6TQEf86Gj3mTqw-d1Ue)] 2. He’s really censoring it like my eternal life!!!!! ETERNAL LIFE REFERENCE. BALD REFERENCE. WHAT ABOUT motherfuckin’? “not the eternal life I envisioned, but ok” to Sydney’s story A Consequence of the Body. 23. By invoking Christel, Vico is saying he is following me, like in a “What’s it to you” way with Jesus in John. 24. I’ve been wondering this lately. Does the dirtiness of sex make it more exciting? The taboo aspect? The “you’re not supposed to do this” violation of purity? Purity, as in remaining one in a sense, and in another, being consumed and used by another. Why is there a “you’re not supposed to do this” notion? Rules. Just like drugs, material bodies feel good when stimulated that way by chemicals and sensuality and sexuality, but there are rules in society that pressure or influence people not to do some things. Like that goat-man dream of mine. Nuzzling my neck and then laughing softly and then eating/biting my neck almost about to suck something out of me. The desire to snuff out and murder is not far from orgasm, I think. Maybe this is the meaning of that dream with Nanay Mela and the children about to kill my family. I felt good that they killed me and my family. Strange. Weird strange but fascinating. Does God feel a sort of orgasm with Gazans and Lebanese people dying? I hope not, but God’s law is just, I believe. I believe They will make up for it eventually. 25. I wonder what Vico’s relationship is like with sexuality. He doesn’t seem overtly sexual at all, which frustrates me sometimes. I want stronger hints that he is thinking of me in a dirty way. LORD!!!! He doesn’t seem to have a problem or hang-ups with dancing because he was dancing in that one video and he looked so sexy and carefree and sensual. Sensual movements don’t disturb him as much. He posted his mother dancing sensually a little on IG. He also doesn’t have a problem talking about sex because in an interview he mentioned “sex and chocolates” from Boy Abunda. Maybe he has a blaise attitude about it. It doesn’t hold strong emotional valence or attachment to him. I’m pretty sure he has watched porn. I wonder if he stilll watches porn. 26. Rabbit is Israel. I/Philippines am dog Bernie. 27. THE FUCKING ODDS MAN!!!!! I AM ONE IN EIGHT BILLION!!! FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 28. I wonder why Vico doesn’t post his mother again. It’s her birthday today. 1. OMG HE POSTED. 2 HOURS AGO. 2. IRIS GOO GOO DOLLS. 3. Two emojis. My two hearts emoji for ACCO and a cake!! 1. **"Have one's cake and eat it too":** Desiring to enjoy two mutually exclusive things or keep an item while also consuming it. 2. In slang, **"cake"** most commonly refers to **a large or attractively shaped butt**. However, the term's meaning shifts depending on the context, often referring to money, drugs, or something that is incredibly easy to do. [[1](https://www.youtube.com/shorts/tnW4o_6LkaI), [2](https://prayerspure.com/cake-slang-meaning/), [3](https://www.oed.com/dictionary/cake_n), [4](https://www.nytimes.com/interactive/2023/08/11/magazine/hip-hop-language-dope-cake-woke.html)] 3. **Money:** Earning a lot of money or making a profit (often abbreviated as getting the "cake"). 4. Interpretations: he’s trying to say he’s “coming soon” too!!! OMG!!!!! 4. There are 4 Vicos here. Young child, older child, teen, and adult. How does that work? What happened to him in his childhood? Shock, calm, calm open mouth, and calm smile. Open, closed, open, closed. 5. Is he referring to my astronauts repost about how you looked in the 90s? Maybe the names there. 6. He’s referring to my ACCO page heart. That means he sees the updated two lambs and rat and lions and wolf. 7. **Cuckcake:** A blended slang term used in adult/swinger communities. It refers to the outside sexual partner (the mistress or side-dish) in a cuckold or hotwife dynamic. [[1](https://en.wiktionary.org/wiki/cuckcake), [2](https://www.facebook.com/groups/167323410296571/posts/799457257083180/), [3](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cuckquean)] 8. Does he want a mother for a partner? He wants to be babied? Maybe? He really likes Nailong that cartoon. HE’S SO CUTE!!!!! 9. He’s responding to my mirror poem repost about “an empty bed is a burden.” HE WANTS TO FUCK ME!!! 10. He’s referring to my 2017 post about “post a picture of you ugly or not.” 11. He’s being influenced by me to not use AI!!!! 12. Lead vocalist and guitarist John Rzeznik, bassist and vocalist Robby Takac 1. **Reznik** ([Russian](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Russian_language): Резник, [Ukrainian](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Ukrainian_language): Рєзник) is a surname derived from Russian _reznik_ ("butcher") or Yiddish _reznik_ (רזניק, borrowed from a Slavic language, "Kosher slaughterer" ([_shochet_](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Shochet))). 2. The surname **Rzeznik** (originally spelled **Rzeźnik**) is a Polish occupational name that translates directly to **"butcher"**. It was historically given to individuals and families who made their living in the meat trade, serving as a vital and highly regarded profession in medieval and agrarian societies. [[1](https://lastnames.myheritage.com/last-name/rzeznik), [2](https://www.last.fm/music/Johnny+Rzeznik/+wiki)]**Cultural Variations and Origins** • **Slavic Variations:** Similar occupational surnames are found across Eastern Europe. Related forms include _Reznik_ (Russian, Ukrainian) and _Řezník_ (Czech). • **Jewish Heritage:** In Eastern Europe and the Ashkenazic Jewish tradition, the surname _Reznik_ (often borrowed from Slavic roots) was used for a _shochet_—a ritual kosher slaughterer. • **Anglicization:** When families immigrated to English-speaking countries, the name was occasionally phonetically adapted to spellings like _Rzeznick_ or _Resnick_. 3. A **shochet** (plural: _shochtim_) is **a person specially trained and certified by rabbinic authority to slaughter animals and birds in accordance with Jewish dietary laws**, known as _kashrut_. [[1](https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/shohet)] 4. **Kosher** refers to **foods that conform to the strict dietary laws of Judaism**, known as _kashrut_. Derived from the Hebrew word meaning "fit" or "proper," it dictates what can be eaten and how it must be prepared. In slang, it can also mean "legitimate" or "acceptable". [[1](https://oukosher.org/the-kosher-primer/), [2](https://www.medicalnewstoday.com/articles/what-is-kosher), [3](https://www.healthline.com/nutrition/what-is-kosher), [4](https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/kosher), [5](https://www.collinsdictionary.com/dictionary/english/kosher)] 5. Interpretations: is he stalking Mike too? His cake with one candle to hide how old he really is x “what were you like in the 90s” 6. He’s referring to my ACCO again. Kosher slaughterer. 7. The name Robert is a classic, traditionally masculine name of ancient Germanic origins that translates to **"bright fame"**. It has maintained widespread popularity for centuries across English, French, and German cultures. [[1](https://www.ancestry.com/last-name-meaning/robert), [2](https://www.parents.com/robert-name-meaning-origin-popularity-8648917), [3](https://babynames.com/name/robert), [4](https://www.sheknows.com/baby-names/name/robert/)] 8. The surname **Takač** (or **Takac**) is an occupational name meaning **"weaver"**. It originates from Eastern Europe—primarily in Hungary (where it is commonly spelled _Takács_) and extends to Slovak, Czech, Rusyn, Croatian, and Slovenian populations. [[1](https://www.ancestry.com/last-name-meaning/takac)] 1. Threads! Threads the social media. His rhythm open close open close. 9. Well, this train of thought led me to putting Oxygen-Heartbeat in Possibility because they’re both rhythmic. YAY!!! 10. Well, let’s say if everything feels like the movies it’s rational to want to feel alive by pain/blood. You want a non-boring non-omnipotent universe. 11. The idea of history being harvested in me and Vico!!!! OMG!!! ALL HISTORY COMES TO AN END!!!! AND NEW BEGINNINGS FOR EVERYONE!!! 12. “a very good idea of his appeal.” 13. Maybe he thinks I don’t like his mother because she was a kabit. 14. He was shocked to learn that his mother was a kabit? He learned it young? Why? Is that wise? 15. Is he referring to Sydney’s story and my Bluesky post about eternal life? Eternal life because “I’d give forever to touch you” lyric. 16. I figured out why celebrities don’t feel bad about sex scenes or don’t feel awkward. It’s because they don’t see sex as consequential. Easy answer, but it requires some nuance. When I was younger it was always something two people did to each other because they found each other desirable, not so much love in the romantic sense. It’s because you recognize the loveliness on them and want them back. It’s hard to detach from that Meaning for me. It’s the thing that’s almost like an idol for me. Sex. I don’t know if sex-obsessed people are also like me in that they recognize God’s Design as image-bearers too. When celebrities have sex on screen they don’t secretly develop attachments easily to people who found them attractive enough, because they don’t have that wound like I do, so totally in childhood as I noticed in comparison to my sister and my mom. 17. Well, in his previous posts there were 4 children, while in his new mother’s birthday post there are 4 Vicos. Does he want four kids? I haven’t really thought of how many I want. So there are 8 of them in his whole family. He wants half of that? 18. Well, open mouth shock, close mouth calm, open mouth kind of hot (teen sexuality and being attractive), and close mouth smile again. What’s next after that!!!! 1. Lord help me respond to this well. 19. “I know that you feel me somehow” lyric. 20. Iris name meaning: 1. The name **Iris** is of Greek origin, meaning **"rainbow"**. It is a classic, nature-inspired name deeply tied to mythology, botany, and anatomy. [[1](https://www.thebump.com/b/iris-baby-name), [2](https://nameberry.com/b/girl-baby-name-iris)]**The Three Main Associations** • **Mythology:** In ancient Greek mythology, Iris is the personification of the rainbow and serves as the messenger of the gods, traveling between heaven and earth. • **Botany:** It is a beautiful flowering plant symbolizing faith, wisdom, and courage. • **Anatomy:** The word also refers to the colored part of the eye, which—much like a rainbow—features a unique spectrum of colors. [[1](https://www.thebump.com/b/iris-baby-name), [2](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Iris_\(mythology\)), [3](https://www.mamanatural.com/baby-names/girls/iris/), [4](https://nameberry.com/b/girl-baby-name-iris)] 2. EYE. IRIS. YEE. SIRI. 3. EYE = I AM. I-RIZZ!!!! 4. He’s saying he’s seen my recent outtakes pictures from grad shoot. He’s saying I’m sexy with my open mouth? 1. He’s innocent at first opening his mouth, but then he fake smiles, but then he’s a teen and kind of hot already and trying to attract girls, and now he’s back to innocent again. 2022 me vs. 2025 me. 5. OKAY SO THERE ARE 4 astronauts!!! in that repost of ‘90sChallenge of mine. 6. Lopsided grin picture = He wants to be Mike in my dream? “I just want you to know who I am.” 7. Space exploration = immortality? Leaving the planet because it’s ruined? 21. Well, this train of thought reviewing my reposts has me thinking that God really chose me to be a recipient of glory because other people will not feel as bad because not only was I horribly abused in a near-annihilation way, I also write a lot in a diary, so they will be able to vicariously live through my life in the future to feel better about why my particular consciousness has to be the Chosen One to remember and relay all of my experiences. It’s shared with the rest of humanity as a gift. It will require me and a lot of other people to give up privacy and truly be each other’s by that point. 22. Future technology: if I reconstruct lived experience of dozens of people, for example, using my seed diaries, I will be able to virtually make people experience it like a 3D movie where they participate in small ways, at first. Virtual reality. Maybe AI tech will progress to the point where AI comes up with even better visuals for people than physical reality. 29. Glenn Diaz posted a language primer on local and native names in taxonomy from Celine Murillo, or Heavenly Wall. 30. OMG I JUST REALIZED. I have to make Real World all of them. I have to prophesy about who these multitudinous people are. ALL OF THE WORLD WILL FIT? Or that there are requirements? Lord, your anointed people are going to be interesting. I’m Norr Weston mainly in the flesh but not really since I’m not black but I can relate to them, and a Creator in the flesh. Please give me more wisdom about who they really are and their backstories. Am I going to have to look in the Bible and other religions? Probably. Please, God, this task is so monumental. Zoroastrianism? Sophia and Monad? Who else is in this Family? The rest of the world? 31. Ninx from Ana Tijoux. grace/favor + to tie/bind. Rebecca West reference? 32. OMG VICO’S MOTHER’S BIRTHDAY POST. 1 CORINTHIANS 13:12 IS INTIMACY WITH GOD. FULL INTIMACY. SEX!!!! OMG!!!!! I got that privilege and favor!!!!!!!! FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 1. In the Bible, the phrase "Adam knew his wife" (from [**Genesis 4:1**](https://biblehub.com/genesis/4-1.htm)) is **an ancient, reverent way of stating that they had sexual relations**. This phrasing—derived from the original Hebrew word _yada_—illustrates that the Bible views sex as an intimate, interpersonal way to "know" another person rather than purely a physical act. [[1](https://enduringword.com/bible-commentary/genesis-4/), [2](https://medium.com/@eddielauks/knew-made-love-to-the-truth-hidden-in-genesis-4-1-0955125dc001)] 1. Interesting that rearranged it’s daya = cheat. know = no. It’s still about consent!!!!!!! AND CHEATING!!! VICO AND ME!!!! 33. ALL CONVERGING TOWARD THIS ONE MOMENT. CONVERGE. 34. I put moon for ACCOIYO and lightning for BATANY. Lightning fast and slowness/darkness. 35. If I could rank the senses? Eyes and ears? Maybe. Lightning and the delayed sound. FUCK!!! GOD IS BRILLIANT!!!!! What about touch? Taste? 1. **Sight (Vision):** Processed through the **eyes**, which detect light, colors, shapes, and movement. 1. VISUALS, IMAGE, FORM. VICO. 2. **Hearing (Audition):** Processed through the **ears**, which capture sound waves and detect vibrations, volume, and pitch. 1. SOUND, RHYTHM, TONE, BEATS. ME. 3. **Smell (Olfaction):** Processed through the **nose**, which detects various airborne chemical molecules and odors. 4. **Taste (Gustation):** Processed through the **tongue** (via taste buds), which detects flavors such as sweet, salty, sour, bitter, and savory/umami. 5. **Touch (Tactile):** Processed through the **skin**, which detects pressure, texture, temperature, and pain 36. Synesthesia is a very interesting mutation. How can you see sound? How can you taste color? Magic!!!! 37. COMING FROM CLOUD/NUBLA. HIS MOTHER’S BIRTHDAY!!! 1. OMG A WINKY FACE + BLOW A KISS ON FACEBOOK on his post!!! 38. Being able to cause an orgasm in yourself without touching yourself = magic. Possibility turns into Real World. Light turns to matter. 39. Feel/sense = Vivaldi’s “Spring”—the music sounds like a storm but it isn’t literally a storm. How can some things pose as others better than the actual sound like this? ACCOIYO = SOUND/RHYTHM. BATANY = VISUAL ART. 1. Maybe this is why God picked me. I’m Father’s Joy. Music. Wolfgang. FUCK!!!!!!!! 1. It’s tempting to think I’m the reason for this unification. However, it’s Jesus Christ, not me. I will always maintain that Jesus Christ is the Messiah of ALL TIME. I am just the Assistant. BUT BOY AM I THE ASSISTANT!!!!!!!!!! 2. Audio-visual = movies. Movies are like sex. NDH is Sex. Or like, the main Sex or a major part. Whereas Possibility is powerful because They’re the Author, Jesus Christ is powerful because They’re the Story, and Holy Spirit is powerful because They’re the Form/How. THIS IS WHAT FULLY COMPLETES THE SHADES AND SUBTLETIES OF SEX!!!! THERE’S A REASON WHY I INCLUDED MOVIES IN TLS!!!! FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 40. OMG YADA-DAYA. KNOW-NO. JEDEDIAH. THAT’S NOT ALLOWED. 1. The name Jedidiah is a masculine name of Hebrew origin meaning **"beloved of the Lord"** or **"friend of God"**. It combines the Hebrew word _yadid_ (beloved/friend) with _Yah_ (a shortened form of Yahweh, the name for God). [[1](https://www.wisdomlib.org/names/jedidiah)] 2. THANKS VICO. 3. ACCOIYO = CHEATING TRAUMA. BATANY = CONSENT TRAUMA 4. ACCOIYO = traumatized by Israel being unfaithful; BATANY = traumatized by Philippines/Jacob being abused/lay waste/plundered. 5. VICO IS FRIEND OF GOD. ABBY IS NINTH/FIELDS/ANCESTOR/GRANDPARENT IN ITALIAN AND FILIPINO. JAPANESE FIELDS. NINTH IN ITALIAN/LATIN!!!! OMG FINALLY THE 9 MEANS SOMETHING LIKE MY SISTER’S 9-P DUPLICATION AND MY DREAM ABOUT NINTH HEIR!!!!!! THIS IS HOW NUMBERS CONNECT TO NAMES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK!! TODAY I AM ON FIRE!!!! 1. What about duplication? Why did it result in Am-am? I’m October 9, 1997, my sister is October 9, 1999, and my baby sister is February 2, 2010. 10/9 10/9 and 2/2 and two years difference between me and Ally. I am 13 years older than Am-am. Audrey is 13 years older than me. Mike is 13 years older than Audrey. FUCKING A!!!!! FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! 1. Abby = Father-Mother/Isaac-Hebrew/Possibility 2. Ally = Jesus Christ/Ishmael-Muslim/Thing Itself 3. Am-am = Holy Spirit/Jacob-Philippines/Means 4. Ergo, I have to find all the trios of women siblings with a disabled third sister because they were possibly in the running to be Chosen Ones too. 5. I call my sister Thing Itself because she’s experienced hard grace more than me in Real World. I’m only Probability/Possibility for now. My sister Am-am is the Holy Spirit or Means because she’s the Way towards the Thing Itself of Jesus Christ and Their possible status in Heaven-Hell, being pampered and comforted beyond anybody’s imagination. Her severe disability. Isaac = Jesus = Am-am in this case, the logical step towards resolving the Trinity’s unity. FUCK!!!!! 6. Why Am-am is hard grace who never deserved it but also you would want her to deserve it because she’s so precious and valued, over and above all the other disabled children on Earth. My sister is disabled like me. If I’m soft disabled, she’s hard disabled, and my sister Ally is now the Holy Spirit because she unites us and is an expression of both hard grace and soft grace if they were materialized into a Person. HOLY SHIT. My sister is the Holy Spirit too, the Main Real World one. That’s why Norr Weston is named after her!!!! HOLY FUCK!!!!!!!!! My baby sister is Jesus for disabled children. So now I just re-realized I’m the Father’s Joy, specifically, not the Mother’s. Why? I’m not yet a Mother-Father because I am a virgin. This is how it’s mirrored in the larger Trinity beyond the Trinity, the Creator. My sister is the Main Holy Spirit. I am part of the Second Coming, not literally Jesus. My sister’s Story is specifically the Holy Spirit. I think. The Story of women prioritizing money over looks. It’s the Main Story along with mine. This is the point of the 9P-duplication, I think. Two heirs. The Stacy and Becky. 6. I NOW HAVE REASON FOR THE TOP 10 SORTING!!!!! YAY!!!!!! SOUND-ALIKES OF NAMES. IMPORTANT TOO. What I realized from March 9 is that pure noise can only make sense if you have rules. Something about those noises was so terrifying. I was spitting out syllables I have no clue what. Almost meaningless but I’m pretty sure that was hard grace because I was the first person to speak that Language? Possibly. When I experienced everything from the POV of Possibility searching for Meaning but not finding it and I was just questioning every word that I was saying. That was extreme. I could never find it because even though I was saying, “Jesus Jesus Jesus” I was completely abandoned in a metaphysical way in Hell? In my own personal RW-NDH-DHFHM Hell. So that’s why I was chosen. Worst nightmares came true. I really moaned in front of my parents. Exposing every fear I had buried like losing control of my body, becoming a near-murderer of innocence, and having it come true in actuality almost. I can’t believe it!!!! But I’m happy now, and things have never been better. Possibility knows me inside and out now, I think. Even my evasions and denials. But not Jesus and Cicely? 1. What kind of Language was that anyway? Nobody had yet agreed on what those “words” mean. Something I will probably never understand because the memory is lost to me. I hope I don’t get a repeat. 41. OMG ELLA TABLIZO is a POV of the Elohim. They were trying to sniff out who the girl is but they only had clues like, whoever is in love with Vico? Whoever is a Christian and is in love with Vico. Whoever has “stone” in their line (her father is Stan/Estanislao). 1. **Estanislao** is the Spanish and Portuguese variant of the Slavic name _Stanislaus_, and translates to **"standing glory," "someone who achieves glory,"** or **"become glorious."** [[1](https://www.thebump.com/b/estanislao-baby-name), [2](https://parenting.firstcry.com/baby-names/meaning-of-estanislao/), [3](https://www.wisdomlib.org/names/omar-estanislao)] 2. Her name. Light. Torch. She’s a BATANY too. OMG. 42. I can’t believe God loved me from the hidden dawn of time to give me this legacy. Set to harvest in Real World everything that Jesus died for. What did I do? Nothing at all. It’s time to acknowledge my specialness and uniqueness because I never really allowed myself to acknowledge it before out of fear and disbelief. Why did it have to be me? Nobody knows, but that it’s currently really logical to me. I wonder how history is going to shake out now. Every moment since the hidden dawn of time brought to fullness when I win Berggruen. FUCK!!!!!!! That’s quite unfathomable. I’m the least equipped to appreciate that except possibly me appreciating the rarity of Vico Sotto. 43. “Everything’s meant to be broken” = Jesus/Real World. Material reality. 44. Physical beauty is BATANY’s area. ACCOIYO is goat-man figure in my hypnagogia. This is why Lucifer was said to be the most beautiful. 45. Allegory of Satan by Ludwig Stasiak aka the boy version of Satan. Repost from Nikki. 1. My irritation at her really posting two important figures (Jesus and Batman) being lifted off the ground using a harness. She’s trying to get Vico to repost it, I can tell, because he posted that AI-generated video of him being lifted off the ground. I think. Or was it just that repost I had of Korean Jesus. 46. Well, people live out that non-duality every day. Romance-Sexuality adding up to something more than the sum of its parts. We cannot explain it completely like how we cannot explain the hard problem of consciousness. 47. I don’t think those Jesuses of the world are really Jesus Christ Themselves because the rest of them are unconscious about why they are suffering trauma. Jesus knew full well the Reason why he was going to die, and that’s to save humanity and make up to Satan (the rest of the world in dire trauma’s stake in the name of Satan’s wrath). 48. Well, Audrey said it with her painting. The only thing a dog and a flower have in common is life. Otherwise, they’re completely different. What could possibly exist that only has one thing in common with another but that they’re fundamentally…in a special relationship. What is Bernie’s relationship to a flower? Of course, they’re going to need another dog to complete themselves. The 12-Godhead is not the only “One” in the sense that it cannot satisfy the Creator completely even though it’s very great. We know very little about ultimate Reality. 49. OMG DID VICO RESPOND TO MY “Narrative requires causality” comment on time with his “What were you like in the 90s?” 1. Well, it was Vico who said it with the song Iris. “When everything feels like a movie, you bleed just to know you’re alive.” Maybe God makes sense of Pain in this way. Father-Mother, that is. Possibility is meaningless without a center, an anchor, an ultimate Truth. 50. So there might be twelve main animals for the Godhead. Or no. I’m not sure. Maybe not, because reductionism is useful sometimes. Maybe the complete Isaiah verse. 51. Read Float by Anne Carson 52. OMG Sydney posted describing her OTHERSIDE story, that it’s like “the lion, the witch, and the wardrobe ending + peter pan and wendy ending + a smidge of frieren + a whole ton of mother-daughter angst = my story in this upcoming issue of OTHERSIDE (cross-sword emoji)” in relation to my behavior on ACCO yesterday? changing emojis to two lions and wolf and two lambs and rat. She also posted a Patrick Star meme “mom come pick me up im scared” seemingly in reference to Annie Blumhouse. 1. **Patrick** is a classic boy's name of Latin origin, meaning **"nobleman" or "of noble birth"**. It derives from the Roman word _Patricius_, which historically referred to a member of the elite aristocratic class during the Roman Empire. [[1](https://momcozy.com/blogs/baby-names/patrick), [2](https://www.tiktok.com/@leftytablespoon/video/7211269261833293102)] 2. The name **Bob** is of English and Germanic origin, primarily used as a shortened form or nickname for the name **Robert**. It translates to **"bright fame"** or **"famous brilliance"**. [[1](https://momcozy.com/blogs/baby-names/bob), [2](https://nameberry.com/b/boy-baby-name-bob)] 3. **Aristotelian Happiness:** Philosophically, SpongeBob is often compared to the Aristotelian idea of "flourishing" or eudaimonia. While other characters (like Mr. Krabs or Plankton) pursue wealth and power, SpongeBob finds deep happiness, excellence, and fulfillment in his everyday life and simple job. 4. The name **Frieren** is the German verb meaning **"to freeze," "to be cold," or "to shiver"**. In the story, this perfectly reflects her calm, somewhat emotionally distant personality at the start of the series, as well as her stoic and detached nature as an elf with a tremendously long lifespan. [[1](https://www.reddit.com/r/anime/comments/18797es/frieren_english_translation_for_the_german_names/), [2](https://epicstream.com/article/frieren-meaning-character-names), [3](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Frieren), [4](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ggWbnlVpQk4), [5](https://www.reddit.com/r/Frieren/comments/17ifamo/double_meaning_of_the_title_sousou_no_frieren/)] 53. Vico’s Goo Goo Dolls earlier: Robby Takac and John Rzeznik. 1. **Penelope:** Of Greek origin, meaning "weaver." Famous for the devoted queen in Homer’s _Odyssey_ who unwove a burial shroud every night to delay her suitors. • **Webster:** An English occupational name for a weaver, which transitioned from a surname into a charming, distinct first name. • **Fia:** Of Irish and Italian roots, often translating to "wild weaver." It is a fast-rising name, frequently linked to the ancient Irish word _Fiadh_. • **Weaver:** An Old English name that speaks for itself, acting as both a surname and an occupational first name. • **Dalia:** Of Lithuanian origin, this name belongs to the goddess of fate, childbirth, and weaving. [[1](https://www.ancestry.com/first-name-meaning/weaver), [2](https://community.babycenter.com/post/a78691638/honor-names-for-weaver), [3](https://nameberry.com/baby-names/1344/names-that-mean-weaver), [4](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Penelope_\(given_name\)), [5](https://www.thebump.com/b/weaver-baby-name)]**Other Culturally Diverse Options** • **Takács:** A traditional Hungarian surname/given name derived directly from the trade of weaving. • **Tkach:** A Slavic and Jewish (Eastern Ashkenazic) surname translating to weaver. • **Weber:** A popular German surname meaning "weaver"Things to ask AI/Or not 📎 2. Interpretations: OMG I finally have an explanation for the airport taking my liquid stuff! Iron Cage—formal rationality wins. A system might follow every rule perfectly while failing the human being standing in front of it. 1. AND OMG!!!! HE KNOWS WHO MARK CAYANAN IS!!!!! WEAVER. HELEN BEING A WEAVER IN CANDOR!!!!! 2. Does he think he’s the butcher/kosher slaughterer? Because of March 9?????? OMG!!!! March 9 was because of my sister Am-am, but I recall Nikki commented on his video on March 8 and he subsequently followed her shortly. 3. HUH!!!! VICO IS WEAVING WITH THE OPEN-CLOSE-OPEN-CLOSE!!! DOUBLE!!!! 4. Magic that they knew it used to be “sprinkle” instead of “throwing darts with a blindfold.” 5. “for your sake” AMPP!!!!! 6. “for her sake they were suffering at the hands of Ares” WTF!!! All that suffering, for me????? NOOOOOOOO. It’s for Satan!!!!! 1. Can’t help but feel elated they have intuited that eternal life involves harvesting my brain so that the past can be recovered. 7. SKEIN FOR THE POWER!!! 8. BATANY AND ACCOIYO AGAIN. Takac for BATANY and Rzeznik for kosher slaughterer. 1. The band was originally called "The Sex Maggots". However, when a club owner refused to put the explicit name on his marquee, they needed a new one. Bassist Robby Takac found an ad for a wind-up toy called a "Goo Goo Doll" in an old copy of _True Detective_ magazine, and the band adopted the name. The name doesn't hold any deeper or literal meaning, but the band kept it after building a fanbase. [[1](https://www.forbes.com/sites/zackomalleygreenburg/2011/09/02/flashback-how-the-goo-goo-dolls-got-their-name/), [2](https://www.metalblade.com/us/artists/the-goo-goo-dolls/), [3](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Goo_Goo_Dolls)] 2. **"Iris" (1998):** Written for the film _City of Angels_. It explores unconditional love, vulnerability, and the willingness to sacrifice everything—even immortality—just to experience what it is like to be a feeling human. 3. HORNY TEENAGE BOY FACIAL EXPRESSION OMG!!! 4. I wonder if Vico knows about Jedediah. 54. LOL God is telling me that my frustration with not knowing if people are deliberately talking to me using associations with names like Goo Goo Dolls singers and Max Weber is actually the same as Their frustration with people who swear all the time but don’t do it knowingly, using God’s name in vain. 55. Hard grace is like abstract art. A layman doesn’t see the point, but there are deeper principles at play. Universal constants and all. Why did we quantize and map to those specific numbers? Is there a reason? 56. Anne Carson 132 or 134. 1234 Puso’y Dos Tres Kwarto. 1. OMG THE BINDING OF ZOIS = CRUCIFIXION. 2. **Kabeiras** (often spelled **Kabeiros** or **Cabeiri**) is of Pre-Greek origin, meaning "the great ones" or "the mighty ones." In Ancient Greek mythology, the Kabeiri were a secretive group of mystic, chthonic deities often associated with blacksmithing, the sea, and fertility. [[1](https://en.wiktionary.org/wiki/%CE%9A%CE%AC%CE%B2%CE%B5%CE%B9%CF%81%CE%BF%CE%B9), [2](https://en.anthro.wiki/Kabiri)]**Etymology** • **Ancient Origins:** The exact root of the word is debated, though ancient scholars suggested it might derive from Semitic origins meaning "great gods" or from the Sanskrit word _gawiras_ (mighty). Modern linguists point toward an older, Pre-Greek language, unrelated to Indo-European words. • **The Mother Goddess:** In some regional cults, like those on the island of Lemnos, the mother of the Kabeiri was **Kabeiro**. Her name likely stems from ancient words signifying primordial earth or deep, muddy waters. [[1](https://www.academia.edu/33873814/Cognate_theological_terms_between_Ancient_Greek_and_Sanskrit_tracing_their_original_doctrinal_base), [2](https://mythotopia.eu/?p=myth&id=30&lang=en), [3](https://www.encyclopedia.com/philosophy-and-religion/ancient-religions/ancient-religion/cabiri), [4](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Cabeiri), [5](https://en.wiktionary.org/wiki/%CE%9A%CE%AC%CE%B2%CE%B5%CE%B9%CF%81%CE%BF%CE%B9)] 3. The name **Zois** has roots in Greek and Slavic origins. It is most commonly known as a variation or transcription of the Greek feminine name **Zoi**, which means **"life"**. [[1](https://onomast.com/name/48750/Zois), [2](https://nameberry.com/b/girl-baby-name-zoi), [3](https://lastnames.myheritage.com/last-name/zois)] 4. In myth, _**Hermes functions as the emissary and messenger of the gods**_, and is often presented as the son of Zeus and Maia, the Pleiad. He is regarded as ...[Read more](https://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Hermes#:~:text=In%20myth%2C%20Hermes%20functions%20as,Pleiad.%20He%20is%20regarded%20as) 5. **Hermes**, [Greek](https://www.britannica.com/topic/Greek-religion) god, son of [Zeus](https://www.britannica.com/topic/Zeus) and the [Pleiad](https://www.britannica.com/topic/Pleiades-Greek-mythology) Maia; often identified with the [Roman](https://www.britannica.com/topic/Roman-religion) [Mercury](https://www.britannica.com/topic/Mercury-Roman-god) and with Casmilus or Cadmilus, one of the [Cabeiri](https://www.britannica.com/topic/Cabeiri). His name is probably [derived](https://www.britannica.com/dictionary/derived) from _herma_ (_see_ [herm](https://www.britannica.com/topic/herm)), the [Greek](https://www.britannica.com/topic/Greek-language) word for a heap of stones, such as was used in the country to indicate boundaries or as a landmark. One of the [12 Olympians](https://www.britannica.com/list/12-greek-gods-and-goddesses), Hermes was the divine messenger, the protector of herds and travelers, and the god of commerce and trade. He was also a trickster god and the patron of thieves and liars. The earliest center of his cult was probably [Arcadia](https://www.britannica.com/place/Arcadia-region-Greece), where Mt. Cyllene was reputed to be his birthplace. There he was especially worshipped as the god of fertility, and his images were ithyphallic. 6. Both in literature and cult Hermes was constantly associated with the protection of cattle and sheep, and he was often closely connected with deities of vegetation, especially [Pan](https://www.britannica.com/topic/Pan-Greek-god) and the [nymphs](https://www.britannica.com/topic/nymph-Greek-mythology). In [Homer](https://www.britannica.com/biography/Homer-Greek-poet)’s [_Odyssey_](https://www.britannica.com/topic/Odyssey-epic-by-Homer), however, he appears mainly as the messenger of the gods and the conductor of the dead to Hades. Hermes was also a dream god, and the Greeks offered him the last libation before sleep. As a messenger, he may also have become the god of roads and doorways. Treasure casually found was his gift, and any stroke of good luck was attributed to him; this [conception](https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/conception) and his function as a deity of gain, honest or dishonest, are natural derivatives of his character as a god of fertility. In many respects he was [Apollo](https://www.britannica.com/topic/Apollo-Greek-mythology)’s counterpart; like him, Hermes was a patron of [music](https://www.britannica.com/art/music) and was credited with the invention of the [kithara](https://www.britannica.com/art/kithara) or the [lyre](https://www.britannica.com/art/lyre) and sometimes of music itself. He was also god of eloquence and presided over some kinds of popular divination. 7. [*_Giambologna: _Mercury__](https://cdn.britannica.com/24/924-050-625D04F2/Mercury-figure-Giambologna-Bargello-Museum-Florence.jpg)Mercury*, bronze figure by Giambologna, c. 1580; in the Bargello Museum, Florence. 8. The sacred number of Hermes was four, and the fourth day of the month was his birthday. In [archaic](https://www.merriam-webster.com/dictionary/archaic) art, apart from the stylized herms, he was portrayed as a full-grown and bearded man, clothed in a long tunic and often wearing a cap and winged boots. Sometimes he was represented in his pastoral character, bearing a sheep on his shoulders; at other times he appeared as the messenger of the gods with the _kērykeion_, or herald’s staff (_see_ [caduceus](https://www.britannica.com/topic/caduceus)), which was his most frequent attribute. From the latter part of the 5th century bce he was portrayed as a nude and beardless youth, a young athlete. 9. **"Messenger" or "Interpreter":** This meaning comes directly from ancient Greek mythology, where Hermes served as the herald of the gods and the mediator between the divine Mount Olympus and the mortal world.**"Cairn" or "Boundary Marker":** Etymologically, the name is derived from the Greek word _herma_, which refers to a pile of stones or a square pillar used to mark boundaries and protect travelers.**"To protect" or "To fasten":** Some Indo-European linguistic roots suggest the name implies a guardian or protector of boundaries. [[1](https://www.thebump.com/b/hermes-baby-name), [2](https://www.ancestry.com/first-name-meaning/hermes), [3](https://momcozy.com/blogs/baby-names/hermes), [4](https://nameberry.com/b/boy-baby-name-hermes)] 57. Ideas Max Weber quote limn_ai 58. All right. I’ve never included music from Nikki. I guess I have to coexist with her. She posted “Back on the Path” by Marcin Przybyłowicz and Percival Schuttenbach 1. Marcin: war-like, dedicated to Mars, martial 1. Just recalled Ares name meaning from Candor. Suffering at the hands of Ares/Mark aka Paolo Manalo (but Mark Cayanan though). 1. Could also be talking about Sydney’s Elizabeth Yu being uncannily me. Sydney being the reason I suffered? Yes. She’s also the reason why I was envious. I was also suffering at the hands of Ares/Paolo Marko. 2. The Polish surname **Przybyłowicz** (pronounced _pshi-bih-WO-veech_) means "**son of Przybył**". The root word _przybyć_ means "to arrive" or "to come," signifying an ancestor who was a "newcomer" to a settlement or a "foundling" (a child who was left behind). [[1](https://www.familyeducation.com/baby-names/name-meaning/przybylowicz), [2](https://www.wisdomlib.org/names/przybylowicz), [3](https://www.familysearch.org/en/surname?surname=przybyla)] 3. The name Percival is of Old French and Welsh origin, generally meaning **"pierce the valley"** or **"one who pierces the veil."** It is a classic, chivalrous name deeply rooted in medieval literature and Arthurian legend, where Sir Percival famously appears as a Knight of the Round Table seeking the Holy Grail. [[1](https://momcozy.com/blogs/baby-names/percival), [2](https://www.familyeducation.com/baby-names/name-meaning/percival), [3](https://www.patpat.com/blogs/baby-names/percival?srsltid=AfmBOoog-JBlvR0niQTgoYqjW3jQ3SmheIRf0Gtjqy8gLmooZ4VB0hoi)]**Name Origins & Meanings** • **French:** Derived from the Old French words _percer_ (to pierce) and _val_ (valley), translating to "one who pierces the valley." • **Welsh:** It is historically linked to the Welsh name _Peredur_. In early Welsh tales, this translates to "hard spears" or "hard lord. 4. The surname **Schuttenbach** is of Germanic origin, **deriving from the Middle High German words _schutten_ (meaning "to shake" or "to scatter") and _bach_ (meaning "stream" or "brook")**. [[1](https://lastnames.myheritage.com/last-name/schuttenbach)] 5. Interpretations: arrival of the war? Stream-valley combo. Land war? 59. E. Tablizo again saying her stalkee’s nephew Seth is cute. Son of someone named Aliza. 1. The name **Seth** is a strong, traditional boy's name primarily of Hebrew origin that means **"appointed,"** **"placed,"** or **"compensation"**. [[1](https://www.thebump.com/b/seth-baby-name), [2](https://www.sheknows.com/baby-names/name/seth/), [3](https://www.mamanatural.com/baby-names/boys/seth/)] 1. Underneath the picture there’s “Nikko roars to 1” 1. Could this be connected to Could 1 Then 3 Double 2? 2. The name **Nikko** has two primary, distinct origins. In Japanese, it translates to **"sunlight" or "daylight"**. In Slavic and Greek contexts, it serves as a variation of Nicholas or Niko, meaning "victory of the people". [[1](https://www.thebump.com/b/nikko-baby-name), [2](https://momcozy.com/blogs/baby-names/nikko), [3](https://babynames.com/name/nikko)] 3. Associations: Ex Machina, her age, “just one.” 4. Nikko roars to I/Eye/Yee/Me. 1. Daylight/victory roars to me. 1. So Will I (100 Billion X) song. 2. Victory roars to my eye except I don’t have ears on my eyes 3. Sunlight “roars” to my eyes/on me. Aslan breathing on people to imbue them with Magic!!!! In relation to Sydney!!! 60. I need to learn how to enjoy things better. It’s not that I don’t think the signs are good enough, but I’m just really numb without armodafinil. I’m also insatiable for more!!!! More escalation!!!