### Dreams 🧫 1. There was a blond kid who was so cute and autistic because they were trying to show me how the drawings extended to the outside of the house (when the drawings were inside the house). I think. This house was our new house (not the old one), so recent memory!!! YAY!!! MY MEMORY IS HEALING. For some reason, I was trying to advertise this kid to be adopted by other people on Facebook like a pet, like “kunin nyo na to pls” and I was just listing down all his positive characteristics to get him be adopted. Like him really understanding body language with me putting up my hand to my ear because I couldn’t hear him in the noise of the room. I wished he was my son. 2. I was in a pool and there was a group of mixed white people + black people and some of them died(?) in a party or what. And I was in a prom scene but I forgot the context. My dress was a “wine-dark” dress. It was so nice. Anyway, in this other universe, the less attractive Avicii model girl in that “Wake Me Up” music video was my sister and we were fighting. Inside the pool, we were both conflicted with ourselves as to who would give up some shame and attempt to reconcile with the other first. It was her, because I wouldn’t do it. And she suggested that we adopt both the blond boy and another kid. And I said, “I knew you would say that.” 1. All right. There are no publicly confirmed actors for the role except “scowling townsperson” for Kerry Wieder, which isn’t her. It doesn’t matter so much as people (even ChatGPT) thinks it’s her(?). The name is much more known to be connected to the “scowling” because it’s what’s listed even though the truth isn’t that, just like Mary being known as a virgin even though it was just a translation of “young woman.” All right, God. Come to think of it, this is a giant “young woman” clue as to Mary’s virginity or not-virginity. “Young woman” in the Avicii video who wasn’t ever credited. 2. The name **Kerry** is of Irish Gaelic origin and generally means **"dark-haired"** or **"people of Ciar"**. It is a versatile, unisex name that originated as both a geographical place and a tribal surname. [[1](https://www.thebump.com/b/kerry-baby-name), [2](https://www.behindthename.com/name/kerry), [3](https://www.ancestry.com/first-name-meaning/kerry)]**Origin Breakdown** • **From the County:** It is the Anglicized version of the Irish name _Ciarraí_, which is the name of County Kerry in southwestern Ireland. • **From the Tribe:** The name literally translates to "Ciar's people". Historically, _Ciar_ was an ancient personal name meaning "dark" or "black," and the region was inhabited by a fierce Gaelic tribe known as the _Ciarraige_. 3. **Wieder** can be a German or Jewish surname, or the standard German adverb for **"again"**. As a surname, it typically originates from a topographic location or a nickname. [[1](https://www.wisdomlib.org/names/wieder), [2](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CD0ywp-g8qw), [3](https://lastnames.myheritage.com/last-name/wieder), [4](https://www.ancestry.com/last-name-meaning/wieder)]The origins of the name branch into three distinct meanings:**1. Topographic Origin (German)** • **Meaning:** "Opposite" or "against". • **Context:** Derived from the Middle High German word _wider_. It was used as a geographic identifier to describe someone who lived on the opposite side of a town or landmark (such as a river or hill). [[1](https://www.wisdomlib.org/names/wieder)]**2. Habitation Origin (German)** • **Meaning:** "From Wied, Wieden, or Wieda". • **Context:** It functioned as a habitational name given to a person who relocated from one of these specific towns in Germany. [[1](https://www.familysearch.org/en/surname?surname=WIEDER), [2](https://www.ancestry.com/last-name-meaning/wieder)]**3. Occupational or Nickname Origin (Ashkenazi Jewish / German)** • **Meaning:** "Ram" or "contrary". • **Context:** In the Ashkenazi Jewish tradition, it stems from the German word _Widder_ (ram), often linked to the personal name or occupation of shepherding. In purely German contexts, it could alternatively be an old nickname for a stubborn or argumentative person. [[1](https://www.familysearch.org/en/surname?surname=WIEDER), [2](https://www.wisdomlib.org/names/wieder), [3](https://www.ancestry.com/last-name-meaning/wieder)]**The Adverb "Wieder"**As a standalone everyday German word, _wieder_ simply means **"again"** or **"back"**. This root traces back to older Germanic dialects describing repetition or returning. [[1](https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CD0ywp-g8qw), [2](https://lastnames.myheritage.com/last-name/wieder)] 4. Interpretations: Ok, so Mary was indeed dark-haired (most Israelis). So I’m also Mary if I take it to mean I am one-half of a Parousia pair. It means “dark haired again” or “dark haired on the contrary/opposite.” It’s talking about hair color in relation to the boy I was trying to get adopted. I don’t know why my dreams in the last few days have been about hair color with blond Zuko. Maybe the autistic boy is “me”—God really trying to get me to see myself. The heavenly realm are talking about adopting me because I’m not Israeli. INTERESTING!!!!! 1. I’m bawling right now. Internally. It’s hard to feel emotions when I’m numb and low dopamine. My special language with God is metaphor. That’s one other meaning of my last name—Yee.