### Hermeneutics/Semiotics/Psychophysics/Puso’y Tres ⛰️ Practical applications of Hugot again: find all of the names of the lookalikes you see in your life and “twins.” I don’t know why, but hard grace has something to do with it. Shawntel and Stanley Sayson. Angela and Angelo. Mike and Nikki. Vic Sotto and my dad. Dina Bonnevie and my mom. Who else am I missing? Many, probably. Shawntel and Andrea Estuart. Nikki and Elaiza’s mom. Something happened to me about twins. Why is it twins? Audrey and her sister. Twinned signifiers and doubles, really. My novel. ### Morning Pages ⚜️ I’ll really have to write a monograph at this rate, not many interconnected papers. It will be impossible to write because I refer to so much prior knowledge that I’ll have to arrange them logically in the order of discovery. How will I write a monograph based on a phenomenon that is too…subjective like dreams? I’m more excited about drafting a monograph than really digging deep into my novel. I really wonder if Prof. Kwe is reading me. She basically said I don’t have to write the Save the Cat structure hybrid with Touchstone, or maybe I’m wrong. OMG I REALLY FORGOT ABOUT PRANGKAHAN STORY. I’LL REALLY LOCK IN RIGHT NOW AND DRINK ANOTHER COFFEE EVEN THOUGH I’VE ALREADY BRUSHED MY TEETH!!!!! Maybe I’ll sell that one to Clarkesworld because it’ll be less complicated than BOBOBEE. BYE!!! I need the money anyway. I feel like I can be brilliant with this one since it’s prangkahan-related. What if there was a dating app eme that etc. etc. — Just think, you’ll sleep soundly on August 15 once you finalize everything and drop that bomb into the Berggruen inbox!!! You’ll have months of “hits” on your website from Google Analytics so you won’t be biting your fingernails if it ends up being secretly popular among the jury. You’ll finally get to harvest that sweet downtime of anxiety-free entertainment. In the meantime, you’ve got a monograph to write, a novel to draft, and a CW 198 project that’s still unnamed. PLEASE GET YOUR SHIT TOGETHER. YOU CANNOT FAIL NOW. NOT WHEN GOD IS COUNTING ON YOU!!!! — Nadeh, Dahfem, Ehrow. Holy Spirit, Father-Mother, Jesus. — If I get a million dollars I’m starting a permanent community pantry-shelter. - Care center for homeless or starving people -test whether they are anointed by looking at their dreams and getting them adopted by research centers in a community (still within the center) where they get to creatively work and have fun and be fed and learn