### Dreams 🧫 1. Vague dream with Vico being the chosen one and Jesus too. I forgot what happened. 2. Jimmy Neutron dream with Goddard and other scary animals. 1. Jimmy is a male given name of Hebrew origin, commonly used as a diminutive of James, meaning **"supplanter"** or **"holder of the heel"**. It implies one who follows or takes the place of another. Often associated with boyish charm and familiarity, it is popular in English-speaking countries, representing strength and camaraderie. 1. Interpretations: Related to Jacob and Israel. 2. "Neutron" is a scientific term coined in 1932 by physicist James Chadwick to describe a subatomic particle with no electrical charge, found in the nucleus of atoms. **Derived from the Latin _neuter_ (neither) and the Greek suffix _-on_ (used for particles), it signifies a "neutral" component**. 1. Interpretations: I wonder if God took me seriously when I said I was a neutron to their proton and electron. In the NDH world, or Holy Spirit, I’m a neutron? 3. The name Goddard is of Germanic and Norman origin, derived from the personal name _Godhard_ or _Godehard_, which is composed of _god_ or _gōd_ ("god" or "good") and _hard_ ("hardy, brave, strong"). It roughly translates to **"God-hardy," "good and brave," or "strong by God"**. It was popular in the Middle Ages and used both as a given name and a surname. 1. Interpretation: So I really sent (risked) my True Love Stories draft to Ma’am Kwe for some reason—I want her to experience the benefits of my theories/reality. I maybe wanted to save her. Even if she spreads my work and I end up inspiring someone to write an Axial Age essay too. Maybe that’s why God is telling me I’m brave and strong. 2. The name has strong historical roots in Europe, sometimes associated with St. Gotthard of Hildesheim. 3. This is also reminding me of my A Steady Altitude short story with an AI dog named Goddard who is thoughtful. “Didn’t want you to become like Lenny.” In this case, God is responding to my rant about Nikki because They don’t want me to become Jimmy/James/Jacob/Israel. Sorry God. Thanks for saying that. I don’t wanna be evil. I want to be just. 1. OMG my protagonist meets her idol “are you in love with me or something” Auburn Hiroto Junto. WOWZA. ### Sensations/Body Stuff 🫟 1. Currently sick and my phlegm and snot are yellow and my mouth tastes weird and my nose is leaking like a faucet. I hate this. It just came on suddenly. ### Morning Pages ⚜️ What if God created me to save Philip Pullman and convert Thomas Nagel (I’m not sure what he is)? GOD I’M SO EXCITED!!!!!! — BLISS. CAN’T HELP LUXURIATING IN FANTASY TODAY!!!!! TOO HAPPY RIGHT NOW. — I will relish the amount of people whose minds are changed because of God’s power. THROUGH ME!!!!!! AAAAAAAHHHHHHHHH. Maybe someone might actually do an Arrival-style “You changed my mind” confrontation like General Shang. I will literally die of happiness and bawl on the spot. 263 days till January 15, 2027. Maybe it will be released in December, though. So 250 days. How to make time pass quicker? Not that I have time to lose given everything I have yet to do.