### Hermeneutics/Semiotics/Psychophysics/Puso’y Tres ⛰️ You know what’s a nice thought? That in Heaven, we could have crossover episodes with our Heavens with all of the people in the world. I don’t know how, it will work like Interstellar, the Cooper Station where it just magically and seamlessly integrates both gravities into one suspended wire-like operation. <iframe data-testid="embed-iframe" style="border-radius:12px" src="https://open.spotify.com/embed/track/3ebqpN2hFJNeTuTTI5G0nd?utm_source=generator&si=4b9380328e5b44c1" width="100%" height="352" frameBorder="0" allowfullscreen="" allow="autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; fullscreen; picture-in-picture" loading="lazy"></iframe> Bawling because of Hillsong Worship and TAYA’s “So Will I (100 Billion X).” I cannot stop crying with this song. Even the album art is amazing. I will never forget the first time I heard it. #### The Parable of the Lost Sheep (Luke 15) Now the tax collectors and sinners were all gathering around to hear Jesus. 2 But the Pharisees and the teachers of the law muttered, “This man welcomes sinners and eats with them.” 3 Then Jesus told them this parable: 4 “Suppose one of you has a hundred sheep and loses one of them. Doesn’t he leave the ninety-nine in the open country and go after the lost sheep until he finds it? 5 And when he finds it, he joyfully puts it on his shoulders 6 and goes home. Then he calls his friends and neighbors together and says, ‘Rejoice with me; I have found my lost sheep.’ 7 I tell you that in the same way there will be more rejoicing in heaven over one sinner who repents than over ninety-nine righteous persons who do not need to repent. #### The Parable of the Lost Coin 8 “Or suppose a woman has ten silver coins[[a](https://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Luke%2015&version=NIV#fen-NIV-25597a)] and loses one. Doesn’t she light a lamp, sweep the house and search carefully until she finds it? 9 And when she finds it, she calls her friends and neighbors together and says, ‘Rejoice with me; I have found my lost coin.’ 10 In the same way, I tell you, there is rejoicing in the presence of the angels of God over one sinner who repents.” #### The Parable of the Lost Son 11 Jesus continued: “There was a man who had two sons. 12 The younger one said to his father, ‘Father, give me my share of the estate.’ So he divided his property between them. 13 “Not long after that, the younger son got together all he had, set off for a distant country and there squandered his wealth in wild living. 14 After he had spent everything, there was a severe famine in that whole country, and he began to be in need. 15 So he went and hired himself out to a citizen of that country, who sent him to his fields to feed pigs. 16 He longed to fill his stomach with the pods that the pigs were eating, but no one gave him anything. 17 “When he came to his senses, he said, ‘How many of my father’s hired servants have food to spare, and here I am starving to death! 18 I will set out and go back to my father and say to him: Father, I have sinned against heaven and against you. 19 I am no longer worthy to be called your son; make me like one of your hired servants.’ 20 So he got up and went to his father. “But while he was still a long way off, his father saw him and was filled with compassion for him; he ran to his son, threw his arms around him and kissed him. 21 “The son said to him, ‘Father, I have sinned against heaven and against you. I am no longer worthy to be called your son.’ 22 “But the father said to his servants, ‘Quick! Bring the best robe and put it on him. Put a ring on his finger and sandals on his feet. 23 Bring the fattened calf and kill it. Let’s have a feast and celebrate. 24 For this son of mine was dead and is alive again; he was lost and is found.’ So they began to celebrate. 25 “Meanwhile, the older son was in the field. When he came near the house, he heard music and dancing. 26 So he called one of the servants and asked him what was going on. 27 ‘Your brother has come,’ he replied, ‘and your father has killed the fattened calf because he has him back safe and sound.’ 28 “The older brother became angry and refused to go in. So his father went out and pleaded with him. 29 But he answered his father, ‘Look! All these years I’ve been slaving for you and never disobeyed your orders. Yet you never gave me even a young goat so I could celebrate with my friends. 30 But when this son of yours who has squandered your property with prostitutes comes home, you kill the fattened calf for him!’ 31 “‘My son,’ the father said, ‘you are always with me, and everything I have is yours. 32 But we had to celebrate and be glad, because this brother of yours was dead and is alive again; he was lost and is found.’” ### Sensations/Body Stuff 🫟 1. So I drink about 2,000mg (that figure is only the DHA component alone) Omega-3 per day. This is probably why I improved so much aside from armodafinil and Bupropion and my stack which now includes Berberine. The right infrastructure will fix most things. But I still get memory failures sometimes. I’m glad I noticed “contingency” being used wrong instead of “constraint” in the other page. So I lied to my parents that I slept at all. I haven’t since Ayatollah was killed at 8AM (or when I found out I think) yesterday. I am just extremely hyperaroused and am heading for hypoarousal again (I think I reposted a really helpful infographic on this on IG). I just feel weird and floaty and I can’t concentrate on anything again for more than 5 seconds but it’s still mildly euphoric. Like I’m actually manic right now because I haven’t slept at all—I can induce mania if I don’t sleep at all but I’m scared of my own mind when I don’t sleep because it feels out of my control sometimes that I enter a dysphoric state eventually (a crash that is so unpleasant). ### Random(x) 🕳️ <iframe src="https://www.facebook.com/plugins/video.php?height=476&href=https%3A%2F%2Fwww.facebook.com%2Freel%2F864005406556484%2F&show_text=false&width=267&t=0" width="267" height="476" style="border:none;overflow:hidden" scrolling="no" frameborder="0" allowfullscreen="true" allow="autoplay; clipboard-write; encrypted-media; picture-in-picture; web-share" allowFullScreen="true"></iframe> ### Lovergirls out there who are touch-starved and lack oxytocin… Good luck surviving your first kiss then!!!! Your first makeout/MOMOL!!!! Your first groping!!!! Your…passion!!!! ![[March 2, 2026-1784031062253.webp]] ### ??? I— ![[March 2, 2026-1784031121602.webp|622x830]] ### Morning Pages ⚜️ I honestly wish coins were square. These are my pretties and they will help me stay on track. ![[March 2, 2026-1784031297623.webp]] Link to product: https://ph.shp.ee/18jRdQVk