### Dreams 🧫 1. Dream after sleeping in again for a bit, that I shared lasagna with Manang Lydia (fired for attempting to hit my Lola) and my child molester appeared again, although incidental (there was a gestalt of her somewhere in the new current house—I never dream of the new house, so this is a sign that my memory is repairing itself). There was also candy necklaces or some other candy on the dining table from Youth Camp—or that the implication is that they were prizes from Youth Camp. And also, weird coincidence right now is that after a few hours of having this dream, my mom and dad came home from church and grocery and I helped my mom arrange grocery items on the table (various junk food, not candy, though). It’s weirdly synchronous and oddly predicted a seemingly useless event in my life a few hours after. I wonder why? Why food and why tables? Why comestibles? Pointing to Black Horse mission maybe? Famine? Hunger is the most pressing problem aside from water. It’s a Heaven vision all right, of both my child molester and Manang Lydia—being reunited with me and my family. I guess she is really in Heaven now, if that was God’s intention. TBH, I’m not _that_ upset. Everything had to happen in that way for me to reap this life now. ### Random(x) 🕳️ 1. I just realized Vico would have been 28 in 2017 too. Same year I started to like Weezer. Such a synchron. 28 is a really special age now, aside from the 27 Club. 28 in the Matthew 13:12 satellite illustration I made. I wonder where I’d be at 36 years old, hopefully slightly unrecognizable only because I finally fulfilled all my wildest dreams—most of them, anyway, can’t be too optimistic to account for the suckiness of life and curveballs like unknown accidents/disease/extenuating circumstances that spring out of nowhere (hopefully nothing too major). ### Morning Pages ⚜️ (Oh) well, it’s 10:22PM and none of my tasks got done, did some minor corrections related to grammar and stuff (I can’t believe it either—Grammarly would have never allowed this). I forgot to take my Essential Stack too. So I really did the socializing without them. Just atomoxetine, the “non-addictive” drug according to my mom, who is leaving for Baguio coincidentally tomorrow and just told me today. Weird. BOBOBEE synchron again. I just decided to choose Baguio for no reason and only because I wanted the contrast between sunny-snowy to both exist at the same time.