### **Morning Pages** My period is making me really tired. I slept the whole day. Actually, Bluesky guy follows me back too on Bluesky. He followed me first for some reason. I don’t know why. But then he doesn’t like any of my posts. 6:31PM Guy in Vico’s picture has the same mouth protrusion problem as me. 🫣 — Lauren Kay says: **BUT — if your dream is to become a traditionally published author —** The unfortunate truth is that this is a _really_ competitive industry. Under 1% of writers become traditionally published authors. ????? WOW just look at those odds. — Take magnesium more often Wake up call: Your 2024 Limitless planner full of intentions and wishes only. Slight uplift: looking at my Uniqlo planner and finding that I have transcended it by switching to digital. So much chaos on paper. And also, I accomplished some goals that I wanted, like CW199. And also, I got so much more intentional and straighter on my goals long-term on Notion. Thank God I stumbled upon on this app in 2022. Reminder: SO MANY THINGS TO DO ON DECEMBER 1 SPECIFICALLY — 12:44AM: Done making pages for all my projects: Worlds of Ease and Eyes; Legacy Boys Don’t Need Sleep; To Be Reborn a House Cat; Chaos, Eros, Logos Priorities: 198 research proposal, Anatomy for Clarion, YC2, buy ticket, laundry chair cushion, dental • Clarion: **Opening chapter, plus an outline and synopsis, and writing sample.** I really want to win a speculative fiction award like a Nebula, Hugo, or some other. If only because I want to see if I’ll be snubbed by future specfic “institutions” who will invariably not include me because they know about 2019. — 11:37PM: I’m just moderately happy I’ve been stable since July ended. It’s been 4 months of relative stability. I’ve never felt like this in my life. I think. I only have two main problems: executive dysfunction and some gaps in my skills. I could still do this. I just need Dihexa.