### **Morning Pages** TIN HOUSE RESULTS TODAY (OR TOMORROW?!). 30 hours or so more. Before breakfast: alpha gpc, caffeine, uridine, estradiol selenium with breakfast food along with first stack from mom, after food: omega 3 all meals sleep: iron and magnesium and vit c/zinc/collagen. While I was about to get a blood test, I saw that Jeffrey added three movies. Code 8. ???????????????????????????????????????????? This is how I re-find out I’m being looked at. Whatever, it only disturbed me about 10%. Maybe it’s because I have actual practical problems now that aren’t related to psychology. I’m kind of flattered too. LOL if you think I’m Jesus. I mean, I had that delusion, but I no longer think so. Maybe other people are in a group chat somewhere—really my only concern, their possible hivemind advantage over me, and I have no choice but to use AI to strategize how to deal with people better and not get overpowered—and discussing my “delusional” self-references to my own name. Like lol, “Father’s joy?” I mean more ironic, because “father’s joy” is turned into “father’s pain” in my story. Because I actually said that to my dad. But I apologized in real life. LOL if I am the “second coming” tho, like what would happen if it was a girl? A fourth Jesus breaking the Holy Trinity. And 4 is a really evil number I think. Or it could work like an Avatar where the spirit gets recycled into another body. Police angle is interesting. And what else? Justine just assumes that Impostor Justine is stealing her Kyle without proof (she mistakenly does not consider that an alternate Justine could have her own alternate Kyle) pointing to her Kyle’s “uniqueness” and specific situations with Impostor Justine that the latter mentions, and suggests this to the researchers who take it seriously (appears to be) but tells her nothing. It makes her angrier even more to think that the “love letter” thing is actually not unique, that Impostor Justine is more innocent in this area (but she is still evil depending on who is looking because she causes the suicide and terrorizes Justine—basically she is a liar who makes herself look more evil than she is for fun), and that Impostor Justine is “exactly” like her who had bad symptoms but did not get roped into a convolunin study by Sam because Kyle already claimed her as his own and because the medication in their reality actually worked better to enhance what she has naturally, the convolunin. She tries to beg for mercy from Justine and tells her the truth that she was lying about sleeping with her Kyle, but she’s a “boy who cried wolf” so now Justine no longer believes her and actually kills her, only Impostor Justine (the first one) was scared of contracting a UTI because she can literally spy on them _and_ Justine in specific windows—really small consequence in Justine’s view, but Impostor Justine is apparently scared for a reason, the way that she has been at it for a longer time than Justine and has figured out that it’s a very precise science and things don’t always work out the way they are planned—and it is revealed somewhere in her “diary” implant that Justine accesses after her death that she was scared of getting HIV. 11:50AM: Came up with more nuance and differentiation. COOLIO!!!! All from thinking and more thinking launched by trigger to work on Unreal Image. So thanks a lot Jeffrey, whatever you intended.