### **Morning Pages** Had a vasovagal syncope earlier today on 15th. Doom puking fainting feeling. Like an armoda hangover. The exponential jump from the 11th to 13th needs to be studied. WTF. Started up my phone Notes app scribbling. Bamboo and puzzle. Strange dream about liquid robot shapeshifting before my very eyes. As in, I was following it through a mall hallway or market or something. Very futuristic but warm. It’s a liquid robot, not bound by hard edges. And also, dream about being forced to be displayed on the back of a jeep that has to pass through an upperclass McDo. Then I failed to do something and felt really bad because I was socially punished or something. And Harrison was there. And something about Kate and Gerry getting together, lol. Goddammit just let me dream of recent people. 4AMish: Read Secret of Secrets prologue. So basically I have 5 big main tasks to complete before this year ends: My CW 200 thesis - [ ] (critical component + - [ ] Mirrored novella) MY CW 198 coursework - [ ] (field work + - [ ] critical reflection - [ ] prangkahan short story) Clarion West Mirrored - [ ] 1st chapter, - [ ] synopsis, - [ ] and outline Chaos, Eros, Logos - [ ] (study luck + metaphysics + - [ ] incorporate Michael’s critique) Mirrored with Prof. Kwe’s and Michael’s help - [ ] Rewrite knowing what you know by then --- 12:35AM: I keep forgetting to take Omega 3 after food. Seems odd. Like it should be a habit already. I remember taking it semi-regularly. TAKE IRON WHEN YOU WAKE UP. Feeling very bleh today and it’s because I ran out of armodafinil. Like a loss of power or light. Don’t ask me how much coffee I drank today (yesterday). b12 + Vitamin D + iron (**CBC + Ferritin)** + thyroid (**TSH + Free T4 + TPO antibodies + TG antibodies)** - [ ] Claim rose oil.