### **Morning Pages** They ___ a virus. Can’t recall the phrasing. It’s gonna come to me. Sit with it. Deployed. YES! Thanked my dad for the Greenwich cheesy spinach meal “you’ll be really surprised (I was trying to sleep to no avail before lunch)” even if I was arguing with myself about how corny it is. Then he just said, “No, thank God.” I should do this more often, appreciating what people do. Man I’m so fucking lucky. I’m so LUCKY. I am so grateful and loved. I’m so thankful I escaped the oppression that is besetting so many people. I would actually feel like dying if I was born into poverty. I would be so locked out of further development because I’m neurodivergent. You win some, you lose some. Remember, you used “nest egg” wrong in 2019. You were not all that. — Lie to me please. I want to be scifi John Green so bad. Gotta work. —