### **Morning Pages** I won a contest!!!! Garden Party Collective’s Mental Health Poetry Contest 💕 YAAAAAAAAAY IT’S MY FIRST LITERARY AWARD!!!!! AND I GOT $100!!! Bromantane, Dihexa, tropoflavin, ritalin, noopept, pramiracetam, NSI-189 I beat 200 people in the Garden Party Collective contest. My dark energy is working!!! jk 🥹 - [ ] Write To Be Reborn a House Cat short story Don’t want to seem ungrateful and arrogant. Thank you universe, thank you GOD!!!!! I have money to buy Concerta, and it is available nearby!!!! Faraway goals: Learn Chinese, Hokkien, chess I wonder who I’ll be at 60. I am terrified of aging. I am trying my hardest to savor my youth. My bicol express etc., my disabled sister’s eternal babyhood, my parents’ love, my last sem as an undergrad. In an alternate timeline, I am an Erasmus Mundus Scholar. Planned out my life up to the age of 43. Wew. Now I got to really make it a system so I can get there. I would like to say, “What, like it’s hard?” as everyone is astonished why I made it to an Ivy League (if not Harvard) PhD program.