# 11, Saturday [Novella for Lightspeed/Augur/Uncanny](https://www.notion.so/Novella-for-Lightspeed-Augur-Uncanny-1777a3cd2fc980968766e19052747ee6?pvs=21) 3:44PM done spending 30 minutes studying Social Strategist cards with extremely specific memory associations I hope won’t be lost to inaccessibility. Weirdly enough the associative memory method seems to be easy today. One way for me to tap into images and events in my life. 4:36PM reading Avra Margariti’s poetics interview on her story about angels and I’m somehow envious again that it’s manifesting as palpitations. How can someone speak like this? Or maybe they’ve just corresponded through email. It’s what I tell myself. 11:07PM Done with most stuff for today. By “most” I mean the barest minimum that I was able to fit into the hours after my sleeping in ate through most of my day. Also ate cheesy spinach wrap (2) from Greenwich again. Changed pillowcase. Still slightly anxious about the Cat Rambo class because I received no email today. And I’m also not very confident about PMHA contest results, since they haven’t replied to me about winners being informed ahead of time. Out of the blue, I remembered Katy Perry’s (well, not her that I remembered, but Miley for some reason) song Not Like The Movies, listened for a bit, and felt things. Ache and something I can’t place. My world has definitely started to stop spinning out of control since I met Jeffrey. Just wondered if I’m ever that person to him. He seems to be more emotionally reserved than me, though he is improving. If I’m willing to do whatever it takes to get there, then I must resolve to never again sleep my life away, like I always do every damn day. I need a mantra. Automatically make me enter bootcamp mode. Like I’m running out of time but also not, because too much of that won’t work. I need to realize I’m not exactly going to be in this state of having extra padding to land on every time I procrastinate. Today is the last day I’m sleeping in again. No more extra 20 minutes every other hour. I’ll have to work out tomorrow to really get my heart pumping early in the day. I weighed myself twice during separate times and it’s 59.60kg. ## Intentions: Establish routine tomorrow: look at habit tracker, exercise, take caffeine, moda half, eat, take vit. ## Happenings: Planned my entire ideally busy day tomorrow. Took me 30m so I am never doing it again. ## Grateful For: 1. Greenwich spinach wraps ## Action Items: - [x] Exercise - [x] Write - [x] Read - [ ] Speak - [ ] Record