### Ideas right to privacy Ephesians 5 “…but instead expose them.” sexual immorality Accountability or holding ‘authority’ accountable Activism or fighting for your rights and opinions What you really think of “prophesy" How people hacked my computer to teach me and coerced me to think it was okay interviews from former classmates who have come out of the woodwork and relay their reasons or behavior - mine and theirs What you really wanted: An explanation that is direct  Accurate, fair How you are continually being strung along without the complete picture and being forced to “trust the process” and living in a state of anxiety  Your life and intellectual property being used against you and being given “treats” to soothe you and keep you quiet and acquiescent  "Sexual politics killed the radio star” losing interest in the idealism of fiction and the authors’ various hypocrisies  what is being taught versus what is being done Being acknowledged or breaking the fourth wall requires me to stop being non-confrontational All the lies and denial Experience with the visible effects of anxiety  Consent Titles: NSFL - how personal triggers are formed, heightened, and sanctioned under the guise of restorative justice Why stuffing anger is unhealthy Benefit of the doubt and where you cross the line Open letter to everyone I don’t know who participated because at one point I was misled to believe I consented to the abuse Why I will not let the past die or be forgotten without some kind of  tampered blog posts and notes how to get rid of limerence do not trust intuition guilt used to keep me in the circle the “people worked so hard on this” if you leave you will not have anything if you leave you will be replaced you are replaceable you are irrational you are not valuable and your work is derivative little box of hate peer pressure and self-worth thinking just because you are marginalized you have a license --- ### MORNING PAGES -for the apparent need to vent  -mind keeps drifting without some kind of outlet Keywords, places, etc. Kingcorn, squalane, Avatar, LKKS set of pictures found on Facebook from before I was born, kodigo for math in grade 5, not going with a bunch of people to someplace fun in grade 5, procrastinating studying for spelling for that contest somewhere in Xavier Estates, crying because of a math PACE/lesson in grade 2, no clay? too bad stay at the back grade 2, memory session course from outside I wasn’t allowed to join because I apparently didn’t need it grade 5, that water fountain I always thought was dirty in Shekinah, Kate winning the Scholastic book for coloring, “no respect for seniors” and the almost letter because of the computer room incident where I said something like “you can use the computer tomorrow” V Lupeba “you little shit” look in Shekinah, unleavened bread, “you look nothing like your baby picture in the scrapbook” Anton, being used to make somebody jealous Vince and Anton and Elaiza, having no idea what ‘aanhin’ or ‘gilagid’ was when two Tagalog friends were socializing grade 5, Jollibee Happy meal - that Darth Vader figurine - which I not so subtly bragged to a kid across the other table (who also had a happy meal toy) Divisoria, playing hide and seek at home with Ally and our yaya and my supposed hiding place behind the dark green curtain in the backroom but found there was a person there who was silent and then count was over but then I could hear Ally and our yaya’s voice outside the room (not sure if that was a person or just my imagination)