- TODO Bible study and prayer and worship to purpose: renew mind daily and orient yourself to God's will #habit-tracker - TODO backread former journals and arrange tasks for day - TODO use random note button - DONE 6 tests ionspsiresearch split - DONE flashcards #habit-tracker - DONE days away from meds #habit-tracker - DONE meditation for purpose: train attention and all #habit-tracker - TODO write on substack #habit-tracker - DONE short threads twitter #habit-tracker - DONE short exercise for purpose: serotonin, bdnf, dopamine #habit-tracker - DONE gather zettels #habit-tracker - TODO process evergreens #habit-tracker - TODO learn to use finalcut pro - DONE caffeine + l-theanine #habit-tracker - DONE armodafinil 15-20mg #habit-tracker - DONE coffee 1 #habit-tracker - DONE set up email filters #habit-tracker - DONE get to less laggy computer 0 state. - TODO learn at least 1 mental model and find 3 applications/connections to others in your kit - TODO Relearn how to do zettel - DONE 22 immutable laws of marketing shortform - DONE Organize DLs - TODO Twitter bookmarks put in cards those important enough - DONE mental models volume fs shortform - TODO brogan cards - TODO influence shortform - TODO thinking errors and logic shortform - DONE atomic habits shortform - TODO build an audience study - TODO math book shortform - TODO [[September 16, 2022]] Heaven and Hell Rlist stanford plato - TODO [[September 15, 2022]] Psionic powers Rlist - TODO [[September 12, 2022]] What do we know about psi paper researchgate in DLs - TODO [[September 13, 2022]] [[intuition]] studies and multipotentialite studies make 2 articles about it - TODO [[September 15, 2022]] BioLogos Study - TODO [[September 8, 2022]] three Fitmind articles - TODO [[September 8, 2022]] remote viewing and Christian meditation - TODO [[September 9, 2022]] [[Inductive Bible Study]] - TODO [[September 10, 2022]] controlling your dopamine - TODO [[September 24, 2022]] Illustrated guide to hybrid zettelkasten and antinet with logseq - for this you need to learn the terms for each thing like "block" "backlinks" "cardlinks" etc. etc. - TODO [[October 9, 2022]] Publish Scions - TODO [[September 11, 2022]]#[[further research]]#furtherdevelopment[[wave-particle duality]] x [[psionics]] x statistical methods (poisson?) x meditation practices x synchronicity - TODO [[September 14, 2022]] Jung [[numinousity]] in religious experience - article in DLs - TODO [[September 12, 2022]] starting a YT channel tubebuddy and sean cannell? - TODO [[September 8, 2022]] Optimization anxiety and the fear of missing out article on nit.py - TODO [[September 8, 2022]] When there's not enough time in the day substack post - TODO [[September 8, 2022]] No one cares about me: when being alive is a thankless job substack - What happened today: - [[Meditation]] log: so i stumbled upon ionspsiresearch website and tested myself if i have some potential. showed some promise. maybe it's because i haven't really practiced meditation for a long time and i'm not in the best state. I just have to formalize all of my [[intuition]] and really get at the thing that makes the hit a "hit." I also had a very hard time meditating. I have come to dread it because it doesn't even seem to bring me any benefit at all but make me realize how short of an attention span i have. learned a new word today: [[equanimity]]. - [[psionics]] log: I feel like when I was trying to "intuition" my way into the probability, it's like I somehow had a feeling, or a kind of "melding" of consciousness with the data coming from somewhere. i tried to work out whether there was some principle behind it, like 0 left or right guess, if wrong, then opposite, try to see if i could predict where it would fall, and if i'm wrong i would hit the other button. i'm not sure if i quite got the hang of it. then again i only took 4-6 tests. i also tried to be in a state of equanimity -- where i had no good or bad feelings from the result of whether or not i was right. - 11:58 AM: currently very stressed out by my own zettels. a lot of them i can't seem to fit anywhere. i'd have to reassess whether or not i'm just recording a lot of my thoughts without really knowing what is important. everything is important. i have no filter. i am so screwed. - you have to get used to this type of stress. it is how you will grow. zettels are the way. - gathered more zettels - fell asleep in the afternoon. woke up in bits to change am-am diaper and actually i think it was just a few hours not a whole night's rest worth. I didn't really sleep the night before so that's partly why. - closed more tabs - collected books from shortform. hands are achy. - #card#Dailes[[read]] with what? - purpose - #card#Dailies Remember this about your goals and skills-developing: a Biblical principle based on the parable of the talents - You will be held responsible for what you did on Earth with your talents by the God who created you to reflect His glory. To whom much is given, much is expected. You will rise to the challenge.