Experienced momentary defamiliarization of myself. I am really annoying wow. Especially my voice. — Luckier than most, unluckier than most. Where do I stand? — I always had a talent for asking the most inappropriate questions, even as a child. I remember asking my dad, “What is tension?” Like ohmygosh _CRINGE._ — Deliberating modifying my thesis questions significantly. Water it down so that I don’t really talk about marriage but the overall “TIKTOK IS EVIL” AND “BEAUTY IS CURRENCY AND MEN DON’T TAKE IT AS SERIOUSLY AS ECONOMICS” like literally beauty is mind control. Stealthy mind control. I will literally— — I am so done talking about marriage. Finding out 1 in 5 men cheat just… wow. The statistics are high for neurotic women and narcissistic men. Especially raising the risk is childhood issues. — TIKTOK AND FACEBOOK AND SOCIAL MEDIA !!!!!!!!!!!! MEDIA LITERACY!!!!! BIG WEB 3.0!!!!!!!!!!!!! — remind me to say something about hubadera kim quito yaya aesthetic please. I FUCKING HATE MAIDS. I hate you in particular, no surprise there. Doesn’t matter if you’re from Libona, bitch. You are a newly baptized “Christian” and you post lingerie pics all over socmed? Of course, people are gonna attribute this anger to envy or mate-guarding? Of course, it’s libidinal? Of course it is. You are not only tempting him, you are also a whore. You better stop that shit. Buros ka!! dagway nimo naa kay anak????????? I mean, Jesus may have grace for you, but you know what you are doing lols… People think I’m deliberately ignoring the yayas or the “Other” out of fear. Truth is, I’m disgusted by you all, and frankly, I’ve had no energy at all to read all of those perspectives from whorey whores who play the harlot. You deserve to rot.