Ok. My problem was mentioned by Yraola, Dayang. I plagiarized in school a lot. So that is my problem. I had anthro 10 drawing, the picture book in cw150, the code in cs12, the AI generated text (well, not all of it, like only the rephrased habitica bits) in cw141, maybe a lot of others that I didn’t see as being wrong. I couldn’t differentiate if I am using it as inspiration or reference. So maybe whenever I am drawing maybe copy a random plant or something. Is a writer’s style you copy considered plagiarism? I mean of course, in a decentralized environment an AI could detect pattern recognition of art styles and the person at top of the style will earn royalties, but only if art style is uploaded to cloud. Peeps punished me for plagiarism creatively????????? Huh ❔ hm, spooked. MLM type logic which I didn't attend today because that is not my problem if lecturer is disturbed by lack of audience and I have better things to do. Felt some bad mental energy drain because fam asked me to go down. Spiderman “I missed the part where that’s my problem.” so what are ppl tryna say is that I should cite events in my life if some idea indirectly comes from something they are suggesting????? Are you kidding me? Did people really not call me out on it because I apparently submitted good art??? Did people not call him out on it because he was good-looking?? And his weirdness is a barrier… Rubicon soberano, liza soberano, luigi del rosario tweet I saw. Maybe some men don’t get it enough. It’s not exactly transactional especially if you’re dating to marry and spend a lot on dates (not prostitution—more selfish insofar as it’s only sex). Money is hard to come by. It is a valuable resource, and when you “wine and dine” your lady, it means you value her enough, by showing her you are sacrificing your money. Men who don’t have money can “compensate” by being more effortful in other ways. Either way it’s seen as effort, as in hard work. Like my bitterness is apparently because being pretty does not come with a lot of effort at all, unless you are really high maintenance yourself (makeup, outfit, shoes, etc. etc. to look good and make men feel good about being with nice eye candy plus your bubbly personality and conversational prowess). Maybe men without money or power feel bad because privilege of course, the man who can afford to wine and dine women can afford to do so, not because they are effortful but because they were also born rich or privileged. “True love” in this case is without the goods—money and beauty—but the mingling of souls.