# 5, Sun Really had a weird weird set of dreams. One of the many I don’t remember now is how my own brain defamiliarized to me the entire situation. Sorta. A student got impregnated by Sir Falgui. OMG. I felt so betrayed in the dream. I was the wife or girlfriend. I found myself asking if it was real but apparently the mother was there with her eyes raw from crying so I really thought it must have been real. And the student, well, in my case, was not a stranger. She was a peer from Shekinah I wasn’t really friends with. I considered her prettier than me. The range of emotions I had. Wow. That was really interesting. It was one of the most “cinematic” experiences I’ve ever had in my life. A feeling that movies today don’t give me. == ### Other people are really good at seeing the big picture. It’s one of my brain’s most glaring weaknesses. Being autistic and all. I hyperfixate on detail and I don’t know what it is that’s the point or the main idea or I wouldn’t know how to spot irregularities in a system. It seems like I just blindly absorb data like a computer. Read fact—>Accept—>Yes—>Next. And repeat ad nauseum. I don’t really question anything. The relevance. The potential holes. I also tend not to question what others say. That’s really weird. Re: Sea’s answer in disc. q on marxism. LOL BASICALLY YOU ARE NOT A CRITICAL READER. BECOME ONE FOR YOUR FUTURE. I MEAN REALLY, SELF: CRITICAL THINKING, MEDIA LITERACY, ATTENTION, METACOGNITION. THESE CANNOT BE REPLICATED BY AN AI YET? YOU ARE LIKE A CROSS BETWEEN AN AI AND A HUMAN. YOU NEED MORE HUMAN.