Perspective—bring all thoughts captive. Thank God I have some economic privilege to cushion this hell. Thank God I’m only 24 and can still change. Thank God I have some comfort. Thank God I am not truly truly hopeless. lost 2 kilos ???? i haven’t been at this weight since high school. i am not happy about this because this probs means i’m unhealthily sad. idk what it is about food. nothing tastes good anymore. my dopamine sources are binge watching the dropout and procrastinating elsewhere. i am really worried about the weight because i wasn’t even trying to diet and exercise. if i try to eat a lot i just feel vomity. lol you are almost at the midpoint of 2022. what a fucking year. half year. fucking tired of this feeling. fatigue and void.