[[Angkong]] [[Ramon]] died yesterday at 9-10AM. He was 92. I wonder how I’ll die. My mom was saying he was moribund and had signs of dying. Maybe signs really are reliable. Like how patterns work. If something consistent in my life like laziness or apathy or procrastination is my regular routine, I will never change. Nothing will ever happen. My dreams require work. Or else they just stay non-existent.