### Intentions: Do something about the constant bloating feeling. ### Happenings: I’ve figured out why I bloat and look really wide from the side. It’s because my stomach muscles are really underdeveloped. I bloat because they don’t do a very good job of contracting or something related to what stomach muscles do. It’s why there’s barely any definition there. It’s my body’s quirk. Overdeveloped lower limbs and underdeveloped upper body. That’s why this corset is really helpful, keeping me from being gassy all the time. — I realized what my primary arguments are in “[[A Map of Pain]].” It’s A. Kabits are automatically whores, by virtue of them selling their sex appeal or beauty in exchange for attention, romance, and/or money from a married or taken man, which is “slutty” behavior in general that aims or does not consider the effects of their actions on people they have hurt, like the other women involved in their relationships and the man’s, the broken families they are actively destroying, the pressure they contribute to in society towards the ever-degenerating pull of immorality and idolatry. Just because there is no money that is explicitly financial/transactional in nature does not mean they are not whores. How does this apply to single men? Well, the whore in question would be contributing to the general behavior or entrenched mindset in the mind of her buyer that sex must always be “on tap,” illicitly exciting, dangerous, “non-boring” (because either they have only selected her based on her fatal attractiveness and no other factor like emotional compatibility), and effortless (the only work is the money is involved, not any kind of “foreplay” like emotional investment, restraint, a willingness to wait, a vested interest in the woman’s wellbeing). This kind of behavior can only have one outlet, and that is certainly not “high maintenance” women who demand more than a whore does. One could say that women who are not kabits are “also whores” by my definition, because don’t women also “sell” their beauty and other qualities to get romance, partnership, and security, or sex? But this definition wouldn’t be complete. Whores = Kabits, whereas the first definition is Kabits = Whores. It’s a double-direction arrow (I’m forgetting the term at the moment). Whores “do” adultery by their actively contributing to the degenerate raunch/oversexualized culture, because let’s all just be mature adults and NOT PRETEND WE LIVE IN A VACUUM WHERE THIS DOES NOT PRESSURE MEN AT ALL TO BEHAVE DEGENERATELY. As if women are innocent. Women are not innocent, and neither are men, by virtue of the sin nature, but that’s another story altogether. Or maybe it isn’t. Any woman, whether or not she is currently engaged in prostitution or adultery, can act like a whore, if she puts emphasis on her sexual appeal and sensual skills above everything else to attract a man for any reason. The raunch culture is dominated by apparatuses or garb, trappings or what, of this whore-y culture that men inevitably adopt as “men being men” whether it’s just “harmless” porn, pornographic soft core outfits sold everywhere in ads or influencers that brainwash society, or full-blown prostitution. Let’s all acknowledge that this culture pressures men to commit adultery, because it has become so normalized in locker rooms, in men’s small talk at work, how they’re two-timing their girlfriends or wives, and how they share and exchange nudes like baseball or trading cards. If we stopped pretending that the grace that society affords men and women alike when they follow their vile human nature which is actively romanticized by dozens or thousands of movies where unsatisfied wives and husbands go off to their kabits/whores to spark a new romance or adventure, leaving their (imperfect) spouse or partner in the dust, does not actively destroy society’s ability to stay faithful to anything of importance, like, for example, a marriage commitment. Why so many people divorce over porn use, infidelities, “irreconcilable differences” that cloak the true issue of their having found someone new and mysterious (compared to their current partner who they intimately know, hence the relative “boring” quality that is a reality of any relationship) to monkey-branch to once their divorce finalizes. Maybe society can finally see how porn, and even dare I say it, wearing whore garb, revealing clothing (mileage may vary, you know your body better and the effects it seems to illicit in men) the seemingly small things that are a gateway, is wrong and antithetical to a healthy society. The fact that there are women who do not dress provocatively or in slutty ways still get raped does not cancel my argument, because this is rather an unfortunate consequence of a fallen society, and it is something caused by and large, even if the “recipient” of this aggressive violence is not wearing the expected outfit or attire of someone “asking for it,” by the misogynistic evil industries whose demand of supply is as bottomless as it is empty, which leaks into society the kind of psychopathic or antisocial behavior in the minds of rapists. This sense of entitlement fostered by porn, toward any woman they see as only sources of pleasure, whether this is visual caricature of oversexualized pleasure, or just plain workman-like textures of a woman’s body, regardless of how it looks like sans clothing or not. Anything at some point is better than masturbating with their own hand. Which brings me to my next argument: B. That porn actively fosters this culture is part and parcel the reason why this is increasingly becoming “normal” behavior, which is sociopathic/psychopathic and fails to consider God’s will and design for sexuality. Behind the act of every rapist is an infinite number of reinforcements and ideas he has unconsciously absorbed from porn; women who advertise in excess and overemphasize their beauty as their sole selling point, thereby objectifying themselves by conforming to standards put forth by an oversexualized culture; men who by their microaggressions in the form of locker room talk, denigrating women’s bodies when it does not fit their idea of sexy or beautiful, hence the entitlement, fail to apprehend women in the whole, and pure way [[God]] intended; the patronization and production of porn industries or prostitution that manufacture or provide the supply to earn their living, and the men who “risk” contributing to a degenerate culture every time they go to a brothel or prostitute which slowly normalizes the behavior associated with entitlement, sensuality, and hedonism; the celebration and glorification of sex as the new golden calf of this age. All of these contribute to a rape. — On the other hand, [[God]], unlike humans, does not omit things by accident or miscalculation. ### Grateful For: Energy, wisdom, peace, strength, patience, perseverance.