Loving the new Monterey OS. Rounded corners and a nice background. Also downloaded Scrivener because Notion isn’t built exactly for writers. — Tabs, tabs, tabs, plans, plans, plans. — Day 2 or 3 of intermittent fasting. My head feels cloudy. — “This is not a game” ARG insanity. I think I just found some answers. Apparently I was not aware I was in an alternate reality game all this time. Remember that DM meme he shared? “We continue forward.” Huh. Some game. — Maybe I’m a bit naive thinking I can start and sustain an online magazine, especially a Christian magazine. Oh well. It’s a labor of love. My day job might realistically be “ghostwriter” while I juggle some freelance work everywhere after graduation. The idea of working for a company repels me. I don’t know what the landscape will be like in 2030 which is only 8 years from now. I feel dizzy just thinking about the pressure to stay relevant in the workforce. All these people are out here making NFTs, becoming content creators, developing skills for the Metaverse, investing in crypto/stocks. — Feeling like my brain is spilling out of my head slowly, like those meat grinders. Somehow my faculties are never really connected stably. Especially when I’m sleepy. — Maybe if I pretend I’m a good writer I’ll get some confidence and less anxiety and actually get work done.