I. Took the CL151 2nd Exam, did not experience usual amount of anxiety talking with Audrey, saw Prof. Manalo fell asleep for two to three hours, went to BDO Berkeley, got a new cash card but fudged the forms twice because they didn't make sense to me [write under the lines as opposed to write above the lines] and wasted paper, bought cereal, a brush, and milk, and saw two Prof. Falgui lookalikes.
II. Trying to decide whether or not it's a good decision to go to Dagohoy again [even though I want to be able to do it]. I am not so sure if other people's perceived opinions are going to affect mine, that by my bringing them out for a time for a project and treating them to food somewhere so that they're more amenable to my reading, they would get the 'oasis' experience and would feel sad after. When Ira asked me if I was from DSWD I got a bit nervous because I remembered that my mom had gone to a similar organization in CDO [or maybe it was a DSWD], and she had met this child who did not want to detach from her and wouldn't let go of her when he/she sat on her lap and hugged her. I suppose them not having parents is going to make this more complicated. There's some part of me that wants to go up the stairs to their house [out of curiosity]. I'm not even sure if my motives are purely altruistic in that it's somewhat partly "I want to get it over with and finish what I had been assigned." Of course, no one is going to say no to food and some groceries [?].