# Ate texas bbq from kfc for brunch. And the weather's really cloudy which I like. I haven't really dug deep into math yet. I'm planning to do it when the clock strikes 3 no my laptop. --- Okay I just finished reading the last part of Me Before You, though I skimmed most of the pages in the end until I got to the last chapter. It made me cry a bit. Just a bit. --- I've downloaded all these books and problem sets and online tutorials and I still find myself too unmotivated to follow through any of them. What exactly am I missing? Oh that's right. I'm a coward. I don't like risking not knowing how to something or be uncomfortable for a little while. I'm too afraid of failure that I don't challenge myself, because I think it's somehow pointless, and that I'm going to fail anyway. Well guess what? I'm fighting for my success. Starting tomorrow, I'll take back my life.