So this is the worst week yet. I don't know. Nothing alarming has happened though. I just want things to go smoothly that I'm disappointed when it seems as if I've no control over anything, even myself. Now I'm finally taking a stand. I'm going to study for that recitation tomorrow. --- Ok. I'm finally done for the day. I hope I at least get some 50% of it right. For the recitation, I mean. --- I cannot wait to watch Deadpool. More importantly, I can't wait to escape from this hell for a few moments.