I feel so limited. Just, everything in my life is limited in some way. I can't have the things that I crave and want because I lack funds. I can't have high grades because I don't like working hard and like to complain about my procrastination problems more. I don't have a healthy lifestyle because once again I don't have the funds nor the time management abilities to pull it off. I want so many things, so many… I can't have them. I feel stuck. I don't want to be limited by my own mind. I feel so unproductive and useless.
But, I'm slowly trying to regain control. And right now, I'm going to bed relatively early so that I can work out tomorrow. And I'll begin studying for physics. And then maybe get math exercises done.