Also, I had a very weird dream. Actually, it was one of the worst nightmares that I've ever had in my life. I'm having second thoughts about writing them here, because the details are just too morbid and I remember feeling very horrified. Basically, I (or someone else in my place because I don't know if it was actually me) was back at the old TWCM/Shekinah building and I was supposed to feed children? I'm not quite sure if it was children, but I remember having the motive of feeding people. Then as I went upstairs, I saw some people I vaguely remember, but they're not important. Then this ugly fat guy with a gun barges in and points it at us, me and some people and then I remember him instructing us to take off all our clothes or else he'll shoot us. I remember him shooting some people but I don't remember if I actually got shot. I also remember the lady teacher or some figure like her telling us that the guy won't shoot her making it look like she was part of whatever it was the guy was planning. And then, he instructs us to take off our clothes because he wants to film us?? (WTF?) I remember feeling very uncomfortable and horrified because it was either death or potential embarrassment from the video. Anyway, I remember thinking that I'd rater be shot, and at that point, I don't know if I switched perspectives because I remember a vague feeling of dying or escaping (maybe both?). I thought it was over and I was quite relieved, but then the most horrifying part happens. The guy, for some reason becomes a round green plant and has a very sharp horn kind of like a unicorn. And then I (or the person I was dreaming myself as) also become a weird plant-like thing but with no horn whatsoever. Then he proceeds to RAPE ME, like jabbing me with the sharp thing. And I remember thinking that that must be what hell is like, being raped for eternity with no escape. I don't really understand why I dreamed of such a thing. It was all a mix of everything I must fear. Maybe it was something I drank the night before. Anyways, I hope I dream of something pleasant. I really want to forget I ever dreamed of it but I'm just kind of fascinated by how my mind managed to conjure something like that.