Just had my first math exam today. I thought it was okay but I'm really not sure about that last number though. Well. I went to SM North today and I got some stuff, like tissue, yellow sweet corn crisps, new pens for bio, a new filer because I want to become more organised. There's still some residual haziness since it was announced that I had the highest score in chemistry. I really need to be motivated because I really want to maintain my standing. Although I WAS the highest scoring student in THAT exam, I'm not really _happy_ with my score, because it was only 73.5 out of a possible 100 points. I know it's not bad but I really need to improve that if I want to get Latin honours. I really don't know if I'll graduate with Latin honours. Who knows what I'll become three years from now? I really don't know what to do. God help me. It seems like everything good that happens to me isn't really supposed to. Like high test scores, because I feel like they're accidents when they happen to me. I really hope it's just that - a feeling. I really really really really want to become competent. I hope I'll get a good score in math. I triple-checked it. I hope I didn't miss anything.