I don't know what to do anymore. On the one hand, I managed to copy/get ideas from a program on the internet and changed all the variables into something that was specifically required. I even changed the spacing, because it all looked too perfect that sir Dustin might suspect I pulled it off the internet. I'm really not good at code, if I'm being honest… Yet. I'm not good at it…yet. I just have to force myself to memorise all these algorithms. I actually memorised that bubble sort thing. But when it comes to actual practice, I don't know how to execute anything. I can't think logically. It's a kind of puzzle that I wasn't equipped to solve. Other people can worm their way through trial and error but I can't even think of what to do to make it at least work a little bit. I have no natural intuition when it comes to programming. The only reason(s) why I probably shifted into Compsci were the fact that I only liked the web design part, and the fact that I wanted to make games that could make me earn passive income. Like that guy who made Flappy Bird. Now I'm here in my dorm, my sister and I just watched Heneral Luna, and while I didn't cry, and while I already knew he was gonna die in the end, it just feels…I dunno, surreal. Not the kind of surreal when you can't believe what's happened because it's just too weird. It's the kind of surreal that makes you feel empty and vaguely or slightly pissed off, because some people in the past were too concerned about their own interests. I also finished collecting some of the dormer's fees earlier. Gosh, it was kind of anxiety-inducing. But I didn't really flake or anything.