Well, my morning did not go as planned. I woke up at 11:00AM. I hope I don't wake up late tomorrow. Tomorrow is my first physics long exam. I just want to get it over with. I hope I get a decent grade. --- There's this really attractive guy, his name's Joshua, and I think he's my new crush. He's dark brown, but he's really tall, and really handsome. His face. His chest. He's just perfect. He's not too buff, he's not too thin. He's also in 2nd year. And he handed me iced tea during our cor-rep meeting. --- I wonder if he thinks about me. Nah. I know he doesn't. I remember him laughing after I did. After someone said something funny. I couldn't help but feel that he was looking at me or something. I don't know. I know I'm not attractive enough for him. Also, I hope he isn't gay. I don't want to be in a relationship. I just want him to like me back. I don't know why. --- Let's face it, worrying about this won't solve anything. Might as well not study and just review because you already know you can do some of the problems. --- # I've been imagining him biting his lip and looking at me. --- Lol, I just read some of my entries in my first year, first semester, and she said she wasn't eating that much. Well, maybe she didn't realise it because they told her she gained weight when she came home for Christmas. I wonder if I gained weight. I think I did. ---- Great. Now my sister's laptop is really unrepairable if we don't pay 32k pesos. Because of "corrosion" or something. And earlier today she called me and sounded like she was crying. And I don't really want to lend her my laptop, because I need it too. --- I feel like I'm ready.