Oh what a day. This maybe marks the first time I cried during classes. Well actually, before it started. I teared up a bit. Or a lot. And tried to hide it. And then I had a very annoying seat mate in math class who had a sort of American accent. It was almost there, but not quite, and it sounded so pretentious to me. Is that how I sound like? Oh no. Well, on the bright side, I kind of enjoyed CS 11 class today. Even though I couldn't completely understand how to convert binary to other number systems and vice versa. I told my mom today over Facebook that I want to go to Xavier if I indeed decide to pursue medicine after I graduate here in UP. I did that in Ilang-ilang because there's no wifi here in my boarding house. I also called her to say that there's not a day since she left that I haven't cried. I don't know why but talking to my parents makes me feel better slightly. Moving to CDO after UP DIliman would be a downgrade on my part, but I think I won't stand UP's systems any longer. It may look like the best school in the country, but in the end, the people who are inside its system suffer. And on top off that, I don't think I'll survive living in Manila alone. And besides, I'd have more time to be inspired by God in CDO. I'd decided not to write my book(s) about the android Muses because I think it wouldn't glorify God. Instead, maybe I'll write a Christian novel. One that would touch other people's lives into seeing God's glory, just like how John Piper's books have done to me. Wow, I didn't expect this could happen to me. It's like God has opened my eyes while I suffered through a week of UP. --- 126 days until December break! But who's counting right? :((( it'll be 119 days in another week. It'll be 112 days in another. And 105 days in another. And 98 days in another. And 91 days in another. And 84 days in another. And 77 days in another. And 70 days in another. And 63 days in another. And it'll be 56 days in another. And 49… And 42… And 35… And 28… And 21… And 14… And 7… And It's going to be the last day of exams. All I can say is: I CAN'T WAIT.