Lord, please give me strength. I fear everything. But on the bright side, today, I finally got myself enrolled! And I think I said the right things today. Thank you God!! Also, please forgive me for cursing inside my head again when I feel like my problems don't have any solutions. --- I went to SM North today and bought some stuff, like lotion, my sister's razors, H2O2, a new fridge bottle, and salicylic acid. I also ate at Jollibee today alone in the food court. I almost had a heart attack because i thought I lost my card but I found it after a few minutes of sheer panic. I also used the wrong card that's why I had to go back to UP thinking that I wasted my time going to SM when I could just go to PNB. I did exactly that, and I wasn't able to withdraw because the card was 'unauthorised' I think. Then I had to call my mom and lo and behold, I used the wrong defunct card. It was supposed to be the cash card. How could I have forgotten? :( Oh well, at least I was able to withdraw 20k. I'm keeping track of my expenses in my accountability journal. I'm also reading Don't Waste Your Life by John Piper and I'm already on page 114.