I haven't written in a long time. Well, let me just say that I can't believe my vacation's coming to an end. I don't want it to end yet. I have two days before I board the plane again. This time, with my sister. I don't even know anymore. I think CS is much better than Bio but I think I'm not 100% invested in it. And my dad wants me to take up med regardless. So yeah, I kind of am stuck with medicine. i think. The only reason why this wouldn't happen is if I suddenly achieve bestselling book status and have thousands or millions of dollars. Then maybe I wouldn't need to go to med school. Or maybe I do. But maybe I'd go to ADMU because they don't have a return service agreement. UP Med sounds like it would be hell. --- I really want to start my own studyblr. But I feel like I can't because 1. I don't have a DSLR and 2. I don't know how to make a nice looking blog. I really like the idea of having nice notebooks and nice notes and organisation shit but I think it'll sabotage my attempts at actually learning something. I hope I could achieve a balance. Also, today (26, Sunday) we went to Balingasag and my dad and granddad got into an argument and I really wish that they didn't have to resort to hiring security. And it doesn't help that my mom keeps saying that my dad is "ready to die" or some other grim thing. I really hope nothing happens. I'm going to pray a lot this year, I promise.