There are only two ways this year is going to pan out for me, success or failure. You know I'd rather not look at it like it's black and white but it seems really hard not to think like this. I'm planning to write a book under a pen name and I'm pretty sure I have to resort to paid book reviews to get attention. I really hope it doesn't suck that much. I really have no idea how to write dialogue. Although that doesn't surprise me at all. I just wish I could write cleverly and not make it seem like it's contrived. But alas, it comes out really, really mechanical. I don't know how to put personality in dialogue. It's frustrating. And I just found out this week that I got accepted in the shifting process to computer science even without the qualifying exam. I'm happy but I'm worried if I'll make the grades. Also, it's raining really really hard. I ate 7 slices of pizza yesterday, I think. And drank really delicious lemonade. Although I remember Greenwich's pizza tasting better. Maybe I'm wrong. --- #### Two months is just not enough for a vacation.