Got a 40/40 in the 3rd math long exam!! Can't believe this. Seriously. Studying over a long time period actually does work instead of cramming. Wow. I never thought I could actually get an uno in math. --- hope I could keep up the streak. let's see. 1 Kas final, 1 math long exam, 1 math final exam, 1 chemistry lecture long exam, and 1 chemistry lab final exam. 5 exams and 17 days and i'm outta here. 5 exams. 5 EXAMS!!! can't believe i got 40 in math. so happy. and i finally submitted my shifting requirements. I just pray that i'll get accepted because i really want to be in computer science. even if it means i'll get delayed. I ate a hotdog today. I also drank a nescafe latte from a can. In Kas today, our professor told really funny stories about his time in college. Just felt the need to mention that for no reason. Also, I am not ready for any of the 5 exams. I guess i'm going to have to buy modafinil again. 5 modafinils. 5 exams. --- #### Still craving the J. Co donuts tho. UGGGGGGGGHHHHHH. But i don't want to spend my money. i may or may not have more or less 2300 pesos left. I think i can do it. --- Ok. I am going to write that book. Once i finish all these exams. I will write that book. I just feel really guilty for telling isabella that i already wrote 5,000 words. Technically i have a lot of unfinished stories which could amount to 5,000. But I don't have a solid story line yet. I need ideas. Of course, I'm going to read Neil Gaiman and Terry Pratchett because I don't want my book to have that tired dystopian young-adult theme. I need something new. Something never been done before. Or thought about. something that nobody will be able to put down. something that I MYSELF would read and think about for the next few days and never forget about. Now, how exactly am i going to come up with an amazing story? --- Come to think of it, when I scored that 146 in bowling (my highest ever), I almost always used that red 10-pound ball. or was it 9. I don't remember. But, it's also the ball that the unnamed handsome chinito guy uses too. I never thought I could get past 135. But seriously. In the professional bowling scene, that's low af. like people who are training to become professional bowlers are probably getting 200-250 each game. Welp, I'm just a beginner. --- I really do hope I get a good grade in math. I have two exams that amount to 45% of my total grade. And I have less than 3 weeks to study. But I know it'll all be a review and that I already got this. Except for the L'Hopital's problems though. I mean, I got a 28.5/40 in the 2nd long exam. I don't know if I can pull this off and possibly get a 1.75 so that the DCS chairperson would have to accept me into the program. I don't care as much for chemistry or Kas or Art stud. Speaking of which, I have no idea what my grade would be in Art stud. I mean, I can't guess, or estimate at all. In Kas, if I really really really try my best, I might just get that elusive uno, maybe 1.25 if I slack off. Maybe I'd get a 2.00 average in chem 26. I really hope I get 1.75 in math. But in art stud? I have no idea. Tho, I still hope I get a good grade. Like 1.75 would do. I just calculated my grades. I need to get a 1.5 in art stud, a 1.00 in Kas, a 1.75 in math, and a 2.00 in chem. Impossible? Not really. If I try really hard. Also, I now have very clear-cut goals. If I get all of those grades or better. I could at least get a 1.743 which will earn my a college scholar status. Far from US, but I have to start somewhere right? I have to redeem that stupid 1.829 from last sem. --- To be more exact about the final math grade, I'd need to perfect the 4th Long exam and get a 56 out of 60 in the final exam so I can get a 2.00 and possibly get 1.75 because of the attendance. --- i feel like a 1.75 in math is a very long shot. Almost impossible. I don't know how I'm going to do this. I just calculated the percent I have to achieve from last year's final exam to this year. I need to do 1.2075% better than last year. Make that 100. not really. Basically I just need to perfect everything. LORD HELP ME.