I am physically incapable of removing myself from the laptop even though I know I haven't done anything. Welp, I guess its' going to be another all-nighter for me then. I can't stop procrastinating. HELP. --- It pains me to say this, but I'm dropping Bio 11. It will be my ticket to a higher GWA and will buy me some time to learn Computer Science. This is something I've wanted so badly. --- Okay. One of my high school friends just posted a video of her intentionally or not trying to look smouldering or whatever. It's annoying because she's already so pretty and I don't understand how people still click like on it when really they should be seething with jealousy. She's really pretty and I've spent years trying to get over my jealousy of her prettiness. And now the memories from grade school to high school keep rushing back. UGGGGHH. I know I'm not that high on the attractiveness scale but really she makes everyone look inferior. She has perfect limbs, weight, height, skin, hair, eyes. FUCK. If this isn't motivation, then I don't know what is. --- I've finally informed my bio lecturer and instructor about my intention to drop. Phew. That was dreadful. I mean, the buildup to the actual informing bit. Yep. It didn't occur to me that I could drop a subject until the wee hours of Tuesday morning when I didn't get any sleep at all. Ended up not understanding and sleeping through most of Kas 1.