I'm so tempted to say that this just might be the lowest point of my life, but I bet there will be worse days. For some reason unbeknownst to me, I always end up talking down on my mom. I really try not to but when I talk with her, I end up taking out my anger on her, and I really feel bad about making her feel bad. I really want to apologize. I'm going to meet her tomorrow for breakfast and I pray that God will give her peace and happiness. I, on the other hand, don't deserve any peace and happiness and fulfilment, so that's why I'm torturing myself by studying until 3:30 AM. I still have an assignment on English due Thursday and I'm going to start it tomorrow after CHEM. I also studied a bit of chem and math. I hope God will help me. I am entirely at His mercy.