### Okay, I'm really struggling with discipline right now. I'm going to start reading chem in a few. Also, we just had our first 'himig' group meeting and while our leader was talking, there's this guy (who I kept bumping into without actually knowing or talking to him) who got in between the leader and me and kind of just rub his shoulders on mine. My memory is foggy but I'm 50% sure he didn't just do it once, like back and forth. I'm not exactly sure if it was on purpose. But it did make me feel tingly. Maybe I just miss human contact. Maybe it's attraction. Although the guy really isn't what I'd call my type. I don't know why but inexplicably, I find myself thinking about him. Also, I wish I had superhuman memory. _sigh_ I'm also planning to finally write that ebook I've been dying to write and sell to make hundreds of money. Yes, I'm actually trying to be realistic here. I'm not going to become a billionaire overnight. I'm a work in progress.