### FRIDAAAAAAY!! YEAH! I just logged on to Facebook today and it happens to be Lloyd's birthday today. I really want to greet him but we're not that close so it'll be weird. Maybe I'd greet him a belated birthday when I see him in the university. I seem to bump into him sometimes. I hope he doesn't think I'm snobbish. I was browsing through his pictures and daamn. He's still very attractive to me. And in one of the pictures, Ralph was also in it, and I happened to think that he looked hot too. I remember practising in prom and how he has really nice shoulders and how I put my hand on them and how he put his hand on my waist and our other hands holding. WHYYY can't I control my feelings??? I don't want to be attracted to them anymore. I'm way past high school now and apparently I still have some residual feelings for them. I wonder if they happen to come across pictures of me, what would they think? Anyway, it's the beginning of the weekend and I just had my second chemistry DS today and thank God I answered and maybe will pass that. I really didn't like the lab activity though. I probably sounded like an idiot. ### Clueless, stupid, confused. Further loss of innocence. (Or what's left of it.)