I'm already at my dorm after my mom dropped me off here. I'm all alone in my dorm switching from listening to music and reading my Philosophy handouts. I also really need to pee but my urge to write here is apparently more urgent. I have no idea. I just hope that I'll do well in school. Also, I cried a bit earlier because of feelings. Yes, feelings. About loneliness, inferiority, and asking God (begging) to help me conquer everything from my studies to my fears and insecurities. I am no one without Him. I am useless without His grace. I asked for His forgiveness for everything that I'd done in the past couple of days that might have upset Him. Now, I can start again. Also, I bought shoes yesterday from Hush Puppies using my hard-earned money. It cost me 2,240 but I still have around 4,300 left. Overall, I'm happy with the shoes even though I haven't really used them officially for one day yet. Later in the night, I spilled my coffee on my newly changed sheets. What dumbassery. Ugh. I should have placed it on the table, but nooo. I decided to put it near my feet and it spilled on its side. ON MY NEWLY CHANGED SHEETS.