My mom just came from Cagayan to have her convention and thus she came to visit me too. It's a holiday today and I'm in a hotel room in Edsa Shangrila or whatever. I just realised the extent of how much I want to be important. I see a lot of very influential people in this hotel and I want to be like them or something. I just thank God because yesterday I sort of got 7/7 in my Chemistry short quiz and I hope I did well in the Lab exercise (I couldn't believe I survived it). I really, really want to write a great book, preferably one that will catapult my name to the headlines. I don't know why I crave fame so much. I just want to be recognised. I don't know why I have these urges every time I see luxurious buildings and hotels. I think it'll be really nice if I have unlimited amounts of money here in Manila because I see stores everywhere and you can't get ahead without money. Except that I don't know how. I feel so down because as of now, I'm a lowly student who has no experience in the real world yet and therefore has no real worth or any real skills to offer. I really want to be competent, but I think that it'll take years for that to happen, to establish myself, my name. I really love hotels for some reason. The beds here are so soft and comfortable compared to my dorm room bed and it's really frustrating, well, not really, but you get what I mean. I will really try hard to be a good student. Maybe it's because I slept really late, but I think I was being an extremely rude daughter to my mom yesterday. I have constantly been an annoying and whiny person while she is staying here with me. I really want to change, but I don't even know why I'm like this. --- Okay. I have no idea what to say about this day even though a lot more than the usual things happened. Maybe I'm too tired to write about them. I am. Really. So I'll postpone writing about this day tomorrow and try to recall everything. Really sorry.