It's Saturday and I spent some hours in the afternoon studying chemistry. I still have to study math and geology but I'm writing here now. I now have a greater appreciation for weekends. Also, I think people who are good at something and get to do it as a profession while also having a passion for it are really greatly blessed. I strive to be that kind of person, but I'm still confused because I have no idea how to love my biology course. I also have no idea how to be good at it, but I'm trying to study. I'm listening to music right now because I want to test if it aids my memory while studying. Also, a few days before, I had a dream about Lloyd and I vaguely remember lips, but to my frustration, I couldn't remember the whole dream. So it was really a coincidence when I saw him while walking from the Math building, and he waved at me first. He looked like he was in a hurry. I hope we see each other again, and like, talk. I don't know. I also have some upcoming projects to do for Philosophy and English probably so I'll leave it at that. I'm really busy and I have to catch up in Math. Also, I haven't eaten a lot this week, and I stupidly told my parents, which caused my mom to berate me over the phone. I do try to eat but for some reasons, I don't feel hungry as much as before. Maybe it's hormones, or stress. I hope I don't get too unhealthy. My schedule during the weekday is so packed during the time for lunch, so I often don't get to eat lunch, and I'm too lazy or time-sapped to fall in line to buy food anyway, so why bother? I'd rather eat in my dorm. I also hope that I'll be at the very least, decent, in duckpin bowling. I hope.