Okay, today we just had our PE and I became really tired. Next week is our dance exercise presentation (final) and I have to be the one to make our props! I've been kinda sad this week. I mean sad! I feel like I'm always under pressure of doing thing. My favourite activity for the day is sleeping! Yes - sleeping! I always like to sleep because when I sleep I just dream and don't do anything unlike when I'm awake at school and doing PACE work! But there are happy times like when the shampoo that I really, really wanted and asked from God really came here and we were able to buy it. It's called Herbal Essences. And earlier today, me and my classmate Alizeiah passed in our oral recitation, in Filipino. We created an advertisement - Lesofat, and we got the highest grade! Our grade was 90 but at least we did our best! And I'm not sure about the 'first honour' thing, I may become second or third honours but whatever the result is, I'm willing to accept and be happy with the outcome.
Sometimes, I really want to turn back time! I mean, if I could get one wish, it would be to go back to the time when I was born. The reason why I want to do this is because I have a lot mistakes that I really regret but I can't unfortunately. I sometimes feel like crying because of mistakes and regretting some things that I want to do-over. But I believe that God is allowing these circumstances to happen in my life to help me to be strong, and test us how strong our faith is to him. I mean, I'm not perfect. I have flaws and fouls. And I really like this verse over here - "Humble yourselves in the sight of the Lord, and He will lift you up. James 4:10. I want to tell my parents but I just can't. I sometimes ever feel like puking because of sadness. But I hope that God will comfort me in this time of confusion. And I believe that He will!